There come a time when you bite off more then you can chew; I have hit that time.

Hit a breaking point, that's all I've got to say.
It's Monday and I have heard some of the worse possible news I have and will ever heard. My best friend is more then likely moving away, a long, long way from me. This has officially made me reach my breaking point. I'm really upset about this and I don't know if I will be able to handle this one, how? I don't know.. I hate that I can't be strong at my most horrible points in life.
Oh high school, or teenage years, oh freakin' everything, I hate you right now.
Let's just try and get through this and breathe, breathe, breathe...
Okay, school, school, school... I am getting tired of it already I hate this feeling, but I don't know what to do about it...
My neices and nephew have been here for the past couple days, and they have been great. I love seeing little faces, it reminds me of when I had no issues with anything. Oh well, my niece says the sweetest things to me, and she is 5, I will say some, "Aunty, you're so beautiful! -- You're the best aunty in the entire world! -- I will never forget you, even when you're gone, I miss you a lot, but I still remember you're here, and I drew you pictures, so if you ever miss me, just look at those and you will smile because you remember me and I am here and I love you."
I love her.
Okay, well I'm trying to get over things, boo-yah, I'm weak, I know.
Goodnight.