"It is during our darkest moments that we must focus to see the light."

Well, I've seriously been up for over 30 hours... This is what happens when you're sad and can't sleep.
I hate to admit this, but I have been upset all day, and have been just over-thinking things, yet again, boo-yah. The reason for me being upset is I have someone who is going to be gone for a little while so I will not be able to talk to them, and I haven't gone a day for a long time without talking to them, oh how it sucks to be "pulled" away from someone you love so much.
I left this blog somewhat content last night, now I am here, upset, and sick today, oh so much can happen within a matter of hours. Oh well, I will just have to get through this now, and right now, I am focusing on that quote more then ever, I am trying to find the light.
I dunno guys, I am just so upset. It's just everything seems to be coming at me now, and my sickness is not making it worse, well, it's not really sickness, it's awful allergies, which I consider a bad sickness. It sure feels like it.
Well, you know that song, the one I said I was listening to a while back, Everything? Yeah, listening to it now. It's making me feel better, which I guess is good. I am glad I get to listen to such an amazing song in a rough time.
It's raining outside, and that's a good thing, it makes it less hot, just thought you guys should know.
Well since I have nothing to keep me occupied, I will be here a lot more often, or at least that's the plan for now, I feel like this is a great way to vent to myself, I'm forever alone, right?
Okay, well, I am gonna sleep tonight, and hopefully this sickness and this pain will go away, because I hate being like this. So, wish me luck on actually sleeping tonight, it shouldn't be too hard, considering I have been up for over 30 hours and still going for at least another 5 or 6.
Well, it's nearing 4 pm, and I will see you all tomorrow, good day, or night, or whatever it is.