Alright, no need to say it! I've been very bad with this blog lately, it's been a month and 2 days since I last posted, and I thought I forgot my password and everything! Oh whatta month. Welp, everyone, it's Tuesday, yipp-- not.
So, what's happened in the past month, I'll go over a brief description:
MY FAVORITE HOLIDAY, THANKSGIVING! I love, love, love that holiday, it's amazing, I love the food, oh my goodness, it's beyond the best.
BEING ANNOYED, hmm, is it me, or does everyone have those times where just everyone in the freaking world ticks you off? Perhaps it's just me, but it's been happening a lot lately.
WEIRD PEOPLE WON'T STOP TALKING TO ME, this sort of intertwines with my last statement, but what the heck? Ugh.
I BECAME MANAGER OF THE BASKETBALL TEAM! Varsity girls. Bad idea. Coach, is a little butt muncher, I'd SO rather do the boys then the girls, I love the Boy's coach, he's a cool dude, and yeah, not getting home until after my bedtime is much of a no no. I don't really have a bed time.... MOVING ON. But no, I don't.
WENT TO PARKS. Oh how I love that place, I actually got to drive, an actual device with an actual wheel, rather then the quads I usually drive.
I TOOK MY PERMIT TEST. Oh my goodness, that was the absolute WORST! I failed, big time, but, I didn't look at the book once, it was my stupid deal, but what the heck are you gonna do? I've done more research this time, hopefully I'll pass.
LOST MY INTEREST IN MAKING VIDEOS. What the..? Me, out of everyone, is losing their interest. I mean, I still have interest, and I have a lot of it, but the things I know how to do on my Sony Vegas, well they're becoming more and more boring to me, it's very frusterating and tedious to try new things out on that program, nothing seems to work right for me, so I usually just give up, and that's how it's been lately. I've found wonderful songs to do videos too, but I have no inspiration or motivation, which is seriously the worst.
And I think my overall favorite thing that has happened in this time period... I GOT A NEW CAMERA, LIKE A GOOD ONE. Oh my goodness, it's so hard to believe, but it's so very true, too! I got a Nikon D3000, which I've been asking for, for like, ever, and when I was up in Parks, my mother went out and bought me an amazing camera, and my brother a whole new Xbox, I don't know why, but she did it! It made me the happiest in the world.
So, I'm sure more has happened, I'm just to lazy to remember it all right now. I just got home from a Basketball game, and I was with the boys this time, and my favorite teacher had to teach me how to keep the stats (shots, fouls, score, etc.) in line, in like, 5 minutes. It's very hard for me to learn something so complicated in 5 minutes, but eventually I got it, and it was kinda fun, it was so very hard though, and my brain feels like bubble gum.. I can't really feel my brain, but I'm imagining that's what it's looking like right now.
Alright, so the title for this blog: New favorite song, well, it's a line from it, probably my favorite line. This song is so very depressing, but sent out in a happy tone, if you will, it's a very good song, that has like, no relation to anything I'm going through right now, but it's so amazing. What this line "Oxygen reminds me I lost her" means to me, is like, something that you can't live without is gone. So say, you can't live without oxygen, and you lost it? Well, you're not going to do too well. So, enough about this song, it's very amazing, I love it a lot.
Alright, people, I'm very, very tired, and I'm almost falling asleep typing this. I hope this was a good enough overview of my past couple weeks, of not posting on here. I'll try and post on here more as time progresses, but no promises, sorry for that.
So, goodnight my people.
Tuesday, December 4, 2012
Thursday, November 1, 2012
Catch your breath.
So, last post, I thought I'd be around more, clearly I haven't. Hey ladies and gentlemen, long time no see!
So how long has it been now? 13 days since my last post. Doesn't seem like that long, it seems longer! Oh well though, I'm back to explain random things that have gone on lately! ;D
Well.. Nothing? I don't think anything too important has gone on lately. I've not been too into the making of videos lately. The last video I made, was the video I was working on when I last posted. It doesn't seem like a long time ago, but usually I'm always making videos, I don't know what's got me not. Oh that rhymed, for the illiterate people, like myself, because I'm not even sure if that's where that word goes.
School has been the same old school I've posted in my past posts, nothing really different.
I feel so boring, I have nothing to say, really. But maybe it's due to my memory, just kidding, I have a good memory, just can't remember anything important as of right now. ;)
I'll post back more frequently, hopefully, so I will have more to say. With that, I shall be leaving with this extremely boring and unnecessary post. ;)
Goodbye peeps!
So how long has it been now? 13 days since my last post. Doesn't seem like that long, it seems longer! Oh well though, I'm back to explain random things that have gone on lately! ;D
Well.. Nothing? I don't think anything too important has gone on lately. I've not been too into the making of videos lately. The last video I made, was the video I was working on when I last posted. It doesn't seem like a long time ago, but usually I'm always making videos, I don't know what's got me not. Oh that rhymed, for the illiterate people, like myself, because I'm not even sure if that's where that word goes.
School has been the same old school I've posted in my past posts, nothing really different.
I feel so boring, I have nothing to say, really. But maybe it's due to my memory, just kidding, I have a good memory, just can't remember anything important as of right now. ;)
I'll post back more frequently, hopefully, so I will have more to say. With that, I shall be leaving with this extremely boring and unnecessary post. ;)
Goodbye peeps!
Thursday, October 18, 2012
It's time to begin!
Hello again! Long time no see!
Dang! The last time I posted was on the 3rd of October, and it's the 18th of October. I guess I haven't had a lot of things to say, well actually I have, I've just been too lazy to post anything. Oh goodness, but I'm back!
Okay, so what's happened in these past two weeks? Actually a lot, but if I really think about it, not a lot. It just depends on what you think "eventful" is. ;) I will begin to explain anyways.
So I had a week off this past week, and it was really fun. Like I said in my previous post from a million years ago, I was going to go camping at the lake with my best friend. Well that happened, and despite the drama, and the sunburns, and rain, and coldness, it was an amazing time. I was there for a total of 5 days, and 4 nights, obviously, and the first day when we got there, there were children screaming, little teenagers who think they're "all that" and a bunch of pretty crazy awesome people. There was actually about 12 people total there including my bunch of people. The first night, I slept in the tent, which was fine, I didn't get cold or anything, and I had my friend so it wasn't scary at all. The morning I woke up, I sat out at the campfire, at like 6 in the morning with my friend, her brother and her cousin. It was really fun. Then that day was just a normal day out on the lake. That night, it rained, like freaking crazy. I thought we were going to get flooded, and it was cold. That day, same as the day before. That night, was a memorable one, and yet such a funny one. And the next night, I was sick, like so sick. I couldn't even sleep. I had to go outside the camper (We slept in the camper due to what happened the previous night) and yeah, I felt so bad. And then I heard the cyotes and ran for the camper. Well, that was my time at the lake.
Other then that, it's really just been school and a lot of it. I got report cards and did aye okay. Well, except for geometry, but that's a different story. Remember that biology project from like a trillion years ago? Well I finally got it done and did a presentation in front of the class. I did really, really freaking good if I say so myself, I am getting better and better at speaking in front of people, whichis good if I wanna work at SeaWorld, which I do! But I'm still going, waiting until the next break, oh please come fast. I just want to sleep. I want to sleep, and sleep and sleep! Okay, enough ranting.
Well, since I explain every title, I should do this one too. Well, it's some lyrics to a song, I like it a lot, and maybe a next video song? Let's hope I could pull through with this one.
Also, I changed my backround, if you didn't notice. The backround images from now on will be from me, and I'd appreciate if they didn't leave this site, they're just for looks, of course. Thank you!
(The picture is my favorite from Alaska that I took, when we were on the ocean to Juneau, Alaska)
Okay, well now I must try and sleep, I want to sleep so bad it's preventing me from doing so! ;D
Goodnight, count the sheep for me!
Dang! The last time I posted was on the 3rd of October, and it's the 18th of October. I guess I haven't had a lot of things to say, well actually I have, I've just been too lazy to post anything. Oh goodness, but I'm back!
Okay, so what's happened in these past two weeks? Actually a lot, but if I really think about it, not a lot. It just depends on what you think "eventful" is. ;) I will begin to explain anyways.
So I had a week off this past week, and it was really fun. Like I said in my previous post from a million years ago, I was going to go camping at the lake with my best friend. Well that happened, and despite the drama, and the sunburns, and rain, and coldness, it was an amazing time. I was there for a total of 5 days, and 4 nights, obviously, and the first day when we got there, there were children screaming, little teenagers who think they're "all that" and a bunch of pretty crazy awesome people. There was actually about 12 people total there including my bunch of people. The first night, I slept in the tent, which was fine, I didn't get cold or anything, and I had my friend so it wasn't scary at all. The morning I woke up, I sat out at the campfire, at like 6 in the morning with my friend, her brother and her cousin. It was really fun. Then that day was just a normal day out on the lake. That night, it rained, like freaking crazy. I thought we were going to get flooded, and it was cold. That day, same as the day before. That night, was a memorable one, and yet such a funny one. And the next night, I was sick, like so sick. I couldn't even sleep. I had to go outside the camper (We slept in the camper due to what happened the previous night) and yeah, I felt so bad. And then I heard the cyotes and ran for the camper. Well, that was my time at the lake.
Other then that, it's really just been school and a lot of it. I got report cards and did aye okay. Well, except for geometry, but that's a different story. Remember that biology project from like a trillion years ago? Well I finally got it done and did a presentation in front of the class. I did really, really freaking good if I say so myself, I am getting better and better at speaking in front of people, whichis good if I wanna work at SeaWorld, which I do! But I'm still going, waiting until the next break, oh please come fast. I just want to sleep. I want to sleep, and sleep and sleep! Okay, enough ranting.
Well, since I explain every title, I should do this one too. Well, it's some lyrics to a song, I like it a lot, and maybe a next video song? Let's hope I could pull through with this one.
Also, I changed my backround, if you didn't notice. The backround images from now on will be from me, and I'd appreciate if they didn't leave this site, they're just for looks, of course. Thank you!
(The picture is my favorite from Alaska that I took, when we were on the ocean to Juneau, Alaska)
Okay, well now I must try and sleep, I want to sleep so bad it's preventing me from doing so! ;D
Goodnight, count the sheep for me!
Wednesday, October 3, 2012
In the deep.
Oh, Friday, you can't come fast enough. Hello Wednesday. I'm glad to see you.
So, what happened today? Hmm.. That's me thinking by the way, oh! Nothing. Well, I guess I couldn't say nothing. I went to school, english, we read, ironic, right? Hmm, Biology, I took a test, failed that sucker. Math, I learnt about some triangles, yup. Uhm, culinary, I cooked some oh so amazingly amazing brownies. Spanish, I learnt some spanish, ya know. And World History, well I learnt about middle ages, why can't World War 2 come faster! Oh, if you don't know this, WW2 is like my all time favorite thing to learn about.
I got home today, I did absolutely nothing, funny, right? I'm tired, I should probably take a shower. Ugh. Well, next Wednesday, I will be going camping for a couple days. Camping is one of my favorite things, probably after traveling, oh how I love traveling, it's the best. Okay enough of my ranting.
A lot of stuff has got me thinking lately, and not the type of thinking I do on a regular basis, but oh so much deeper then that. Nothing feels right anymore, I wonder why. I'm not sad about it though is the weird thing. Gah I dunno how to explain a darn thing, maybe someday I will be able to find a way to explain my feelings.
Oh! I also watched a new movie today that I really enjoyed, I think that was part of my reason for thinking. It's called, "Crash". It's an amazing movie, I really enjoyed it. I recommend it, definitely.
Okay, so the title? Well that's a song, I love oh so very much. It's beautiful.
Alright well I must go take a shower now. (Like you all needed to know that.)
So, goodnight my people!
So, what happened today? Hmm.. That's me thinking by the way, oh! Nothing. Well, I guess I couldn't say nothing. I went to school, english, we read, ironic, right? Hmm, Biology, I took a test, failed that sucker. Math, I learnt about some triangles, yup. Uhm, culinary, I cooked some oh so amazingly amazing brownies. Spanish, I learnt some spanish, ya know. And World History, well I learnt about middle ages, why can't World War 2 come faster! Oh, if you don't know this, WW2 is like my all time favorite thing to learn about.
I got home today, I did absolutely nothing, funny, right? I'm tired, I should probably take a shower. Ugh. Well, next Wednesday, I will be going camping for a couple days. Camping is one of my favorite things, probably after traveling, oh how I love traveling, it's the best. Okay enough of my ranting.
A lot of stuff has got me thinking lately, and not the type of thinking I do on a regular basis, but oh so much deeper then that. Nothing feels right anymore, I wonder why. I'm not sad about it though is the weird thing. Gah I dunno how to explain a darn thing, maybe someday I will be able to find a way to explain my feelings.
Oh! I also watched a new movie today that I really enjoyed, I think that was part of my reason for thinking. It's called, "Crash". It's an amazing movie, I really enjoyed it. I recommend it, definitely.
Okay, so the title? Well that's a song, I love oh so very much. It's beautiful.
Alright well I must go take a shower now. (Like you all needed to know that.)
So, goodnight my people!
Tuesday, October 2, 2012
Little Wonders.
Hey people. Has it really been this long? It doesn't feel like it. Okayy, well it's Tuesday.
So I have been blowing this blog off! How naughty of me. Oh well, it's been a week, and a day, since I've posted last time. Hmm, what has happened in that time? Not much, really. Just been hanging out, sick, ya know the drill.
So I'm not positive how much there is to post here tonight because like I said, much hasn't been going on, so I will just explain the title of this blog.
The title........is a song. I LOVE SO MUCH. This song reminds me of SeaWorld and Alaska. So much! It reminds me of how much of a great life I do live. I have made a video to this song of my own experiences this year with SeaWorld and Alaska, but I dunno if I should upload it to youtube.
Well, to end the night with, I will share with you all some of my little wonders. ;)
Juneau, Alaska
Orkid
Keet
Ulises. <3
Shouka. <3
So I have been blowing this blog off! How naughty of me. Oh well, it's been a week, and a day, since I've posted last time. Hmm, what has happened in that time? Not much, really. Just been hanging out, sick, ya know the drill.
So I'm not positive how much there is to post here tonight because like I said, much hasn't been going on, so I will just explain the title of this blog.
The title........is a song. I LOVE SO MUCH. This song reminds me of SeaWorld and Alaska. So much! It reminds me of how much of a great life I do live. I have made a video to this song of my own experiences this year with SeaWorld and Alaska, but I dunno if I should upload it to youtube.
Well, to end the night with, I will share with you all some of my little wonders. ;)
Juneau, Alaska
Orkid
Keet
Ulises. <3 Shouka. <3
All pictures are mine, so please don't use. :)
Monday, September 24, 2012
The Last Train Home.
Hey everyone. Guess what! I say that everytime, hey, guess what! It's Monday, well, it's practically Tuesday if you actually think about it, only because I am already out of school for the day. ;)
Welp, I'm sorry I have posted in the past couple days, it's been such a hassle. I have been very busy with family, friends, school, you know, the reasonable stuff, oh well.
Okay, so it's Monday, I went back to school today with a geometry test, and actually I think I did well! I also had a persuasive essay due for english. Wrote about orcas in captivity, boom boom! I think that went well.
I seriously don't know what else to talk about really, well I have found a song I like, and I think I will make a video of Ulises to it, I haven't made one in a while.
Oh, by the way, thank you Megan for the amazing backround picture, so if y'all (!) haven't noticed, my design has been changed. Becoming very observant, are we? ;)
Well I have a biology report due tomorrow and am being an idiot with blowing it off. So, goodnight to you lovely chicks and chickens!
Welp, I'm sorry I have posted in the past couple days, it's been such a hassle. I have been very busy with family, friends, school, you know, the reasonable stuff, oh well.
Okay, so it's Monday, I went back to school today with a geometry test, and actually I think I did well! I also had a persuasive essay due for english. Wrote about orcas in captivity, boom boom! I think that went well.
I seriously don't know what else to talk about really, well I have found a song I like, and I think I will make a video of Ulises to it, I haven't made one in a while.
Oh, by the way, thank you Megan for the amazing backround picture, so if y'all (!) haven't noticed, my design has been changed. Becoming very observant, are we? ;)
Well I have a biology report due tomorrow and am being an idiot with blowing it off. So, goodnight to you lovely chicks and chickens!
Wednesday, September 19, 2012
"If your dreams don't scare you, then they're not big enough."
Hey guess what! I was very mean and didn't post yesterday, wait... is that mean? Nah, you don't have to listen to me rant, or whatever you'd like to call it.
Alright, well it's Wednesday, but it feels like it should already be Friday, I wish that would hurry up.
So today, I didn't go to school. I am VERY upset about not going, because I was on a record, I have had extremely perfect attendance my whole high school until today. I hadn't missed one day, until today, bravo on my part, not really. I'm a freakin' idiot!
I need to stop putting myself down, but it's so much fun finding my flaws. ;D
So a lot has been happening lately, I dunno if I will like the change, but guess what, I'll have to deal with it, which I hate doing.
I cleaned my room today in like, forever, just kidding, it hasn't been that long, but I found a bunch of stuff that I have been looking for. This is the reason why it is so hard to clean my room, I always find things that I wanna mess with, but can't. Gah, I wish I had a maid. Just kidding, I can do the work myself.
So you know those collabs I kept on talking about? Well I have finished one, and I really like it, it was a fun thing to do, and I hope to do more in the future.
I alsoooo found a freaking awesome song, and wanna make a 130+ subs video to it, but I dunno if it's exactly "appropriate" for an orca video, I have been very lenient on what songs I have been picking lately and it makes me mad because doing an orca video comes with some prices, you have to pick an appropriate song, or it just looks bad. At least that's my philosophy on the subject.
Okay, so this is the day we have been waiting forrrr. Duhn duhn duhnnnn! My absolute FAVORITE quote in the entire world, let's get to the explanation.
"If your dreams do not scare you, they are not big enough." -- Okay, so being an orca trainer scares me, not being in the water or working next to the apex predator of the ocean, but the fact of actually getting there. I don't always have so much confidence in getting there, and it sometimes scares me to the point where I wanna give up, but I never will. So there's that quote, it definitely is the most amazing quote I have ever heard and it it my absolute favorite quote in the entire freaking world.
Alright, is there anymore to talk about? Gah I don't think so.
I'm done.
Good day to you sir.
Or Ma'am.
Or kid.
Or..dog?
http://youtu.be/Ixt8RiMIWhQ (Collab!)
BYE!
Alright, well it's Wednesday, but it feels like it should already be Friday, I wish that would hurry up.
So today, I didn't go to school. I am VERY upset about not going, because I was on a record, I have had extremely perfect attendance my whole high school until today. I hadn't missed one day, until today, bravo on my part, not really. I'm a freakin' idiot!
I need to stop putting myself down, but it's so much fun finding my flaws. ;D
So a lot has been happening lately, I dunno if I will like the change, but guess what, I'll have to deal with it, which I hate doing.
I cleaned my room today in like, forever, just kidding, it hasn't been that long, but I found a bunch of stuff that I have been looking for. This is the reason why it is so hard to clean my room, I always find things that I wanna mess with, but can't. Gah, I wish I had a maid. Just kidding, I can do the work myself.
So you know those collabs I kept on talking about? Well I have finished one, and I really like it, it was a fun thing to do, and I hope to do more in the future.
I alsoooo found a freaking awesome song, and wanna make a 130+ subs video to it, but I dunno if it's exactly "appropriate" for an orca video, I have been very lenient on what songs I have been picking lately and it makes me mad because doing an orca video comes with some prices, you have to pick an appropriate song, or it just looks bad. At least that's my philosophy on the subject.
Okay, so this is the day we have been waiting forrrr. Duhn duhn duhnnnn! My absolute FAVORITE quote in the entire world, let's get to the explanation.
"If your dreams do not scare you, they are not big enough." -- Okay, so being an orca trainer scares me, not being in the water or working next to the apex predator of the ocean, but the fact of actually getting there. I don't always have so much confidence in getting there, and it sometimes scares me to the point where I wanna give up, but I never will. So there's that quote, it definitely is the most amazing quote I have ever heard and it it my absolute favorite quote in the entire freaking world.
Alright, is there anymore to talk about? Gah I don't think so.
I'm done.
Good day to you sir.
Or Ma'am.
Or kid.
Or..dog?
http://youtu.be/Ixt8RiMIWhQ (Collab!)
BYE!
Monday, September 17, 2012
"Believe you can and you're halfway there."
'I'm sorry' you say, 'the quotes are back' you say. Oh dang I say a lot of things and I think I just confused myself with this opening. That's why I do a simple opening every night, so I don't confuse myself, because if I confuse myself, that means I am confusing you. Oh, how my simple mind works. GOTTA LOVE IT.
Alright, hey guess what! Monday is OVAH! Yep, I just spelt ovah, instead of, over. Get my joke? Ha, don't worry, I didn't either.
Do you guys notice how I just ramble on about a bunch of things here? Like, these past two 'paragraphs', I have just been rambling on like a lunatic. Oh man, what if I am a lunatic. JEESH.
Okay so today at school, well it was a pretty simple day, pretty much. Kinda, yeah it was a simple day. Today was "dream job day" for spirit week, and I pondered in thought if I should wear a wetsuit to school or not, I thought that was a good idea until reality hit and I remembered I didn't have one, darn! So I get to school, and I was like, "I wanted to wear a wetsuit today, but of course I don't have one." and my friend spoke out, "I had one you could have borrowed!" Gah. I need to become more prepared and speak my mind more often.
Well, what else is new. Hmm. It's still hot. It needs to rain. I'm dying over here. Can't winter come faster. I want Thanksgiving to come, I love the food, oh that was random. Food. <3
Okay well guess what, again! The quotes are back on, baby! Ha just kidding, but listen, here is the quote for the night, MY SECOND FAVORITE QUOTE. Alright, lets do this thing!
"Believe you can, and you're already halfway there!" OhmyGod. SO true. If you just believe in your dreams, that's the half of it, but the next half is making it happen. Simple enough, right?
Okay, well I'm bored now and will stop ranting, or whatever you wanna call it.
Night my little goats. <3
Alright, hey guess what! Monday is OVAH! Yep, I just spelt ovah, instead of, over. Get my joke? Ha, don't worry, I didn't either.
Do you guys notice how I just ramble on about a bunch of things here? Like, these past two 'paragraphs', I have just been rambling on like a lunatic. Oh man, what if I am a lunatic. JEESH.
Okay so today at school, well it was a pretty simple day, pretty much. Kinda, yeah it was a simple day. Today was "dream job day" for spirit week, and I pondered in thought if I should wear a wetsuit to school or not, I thought that was a good idea until reality hit and I remembered I didn't have one, darn! So I get to school, and I was like, "I wanted to wear a wetsuit today, but of course I don't have one." and my friend spoke out, "I had one you could have borrowed!" Gah. I need to become more prepared and speak my mind more often.
Well, what else is new. Hmm. It's still hot. It needs to rain. I'm dying over here. Can't winter come faster. I want Thanksgiving to come, I love the food, oh that was random. Food. <3
Okay well guess what, again! The quotes are back on, baby! Ha just kidding, but listen, here is the quote for the night, MY SECOND FAVORITE QUOTE. Alright, lets do this thing!
"Believe you can, and you're already halfway there!" OhmyGod. SO true. If you just believe in your dreams, that's the half of it, but the next half is making it happen. Simple enough, right?
Okay, well I'm bored now and will stop ranting, or whatever you wanna call it.
Night my little goats. <3
Sunday, September 16, 2012
I'm Sorry!
Okay. Hey, guess what! It's uhm, Sunday! And uhm, I've been uhm, really super freaking bad at keeping this thing, uhm, UPDATED! Here we go again! ;D
Alright, so this week. Hmm, well, nothing insane happened really despite all the freaking awesome, pumped up assemblies we had for HOMECOMINGGGG! That is like my favorite part of the year, just because it's a fun week where no one cares what the heck they look like and dresses up no matter what. Tomorrow is dream job day, should I wear a wetsuit to school? Heck nah, I'm not one of those people who doesn't care what I look like. Boo on me!
Alright, is it me, or is it every Sunday that I live that I am always sick with allergies. This sucks, I hope no one ever gets allergies like mine, they are brutal.
I've got two collabs coming up, and two are about completely different things, stay tuned for those! Also, I have got a new MEP up and I really like the song. I can't wait until this MEP is done, because I know it will be beautiful, the song itself has done part of the work, and I know my people will do the rest! Gah, September 31st, hurry yourself up, like, now.
Well there really isn't much more to talk about as I am boring, I have a boring nature. Whatever, that was mean. Okay, I still can't believe I almost got struck by lightning like, a week ago, but I guess theres gotta be a first for everything. ;D
Good day, sir! Or ma'am, or whomever is reading this blog. ;)
Alright, so this week. Hmm, well, nothing insane happened really despite all the freaking awesome, pumped up assemblies we had for HOMECOMINGGGG! That is like my favorite part of the year, just because it's a fun week where no one cares what the heck they look like and dresses up no matter what. Tomorrow is dream job day, should I wear a wetsuit to school? Heck nah, I'm not one of those people who doesn't care what I look like. Boo on me!
Alright, is it me, or is it every Sunday that I live that I am always sick with allergies. This sucks, I hope no one ever gets allergies like mine, they are brutal.
I've got two collabs coming up, and two are about completely different things, stay tuned for those! Also, I have got a new MEP up and I really like the song. I can't wait until this MEP is done, because I know it will be beautiful, the song itself has done part of the work, and I know my people will do the rest! Gah, September 31st, hurry yourself up, like, now.
Well there really isn't much more to talk about as I am boring, I have a boring nature. Whatever, that was mean. Okay, I still can't believe I almost got struck by lightning like, a week ago, but I guess theres gotta be a first for everything. ;D
Good day, sir! Or ma'am, or whomever is reading this blog. ;)
Tuesday, September 11, 2012
"Any change, even a change for the better, is always accompanied by drawbacks and discomforts."
Hi Tuesday.
I'm sad.
Quote for tonight, it's not one of my favorites, but it's how I'm feeling right now.
As you all know, I don't do well with change, and there are big changes potentially coming into my life, and it will be hard accepting them. Wish me luck.
Goodnight.
I'm sad.
Quote for tonight, it's not one of my favorites, but it's how I'm feeling right now.
As you all know, I don't do well with change, and there are big changes potentially coming into my life, and it will be hard accepting them. Wish me luck.
Goodnight.
Monday, September 10, 2012
"Even if you fall on your face, you're still moving forward."
Alright Monday is offically over with, goodbye Money September 10th, 2012, I will never see you again. ;) If you look at it that way, it just makes you want to live every day to the fullest! Or me, at least.
Okay so today, oh my God, worst freaking rain storm I have EVER encountered, not joking one bit. Arizona has like the most bipolar weather patterns I have ever seen in many of the other states I have been too. Okay so you know, the whole entire day it's hot and somewhat humid and very, very blue outside, but when it comes to about 2:45, it starts getting super dark outside and then at about 2:55 it starts raining like a butt! I couldn't barely even see a few feet in front of me, and I had to go to a different classroom to get my friend, and as I was doing so, a lightning bold hit RIGHT, not exagerating on RIGHT in front of me, it was like the scariest thing ever! So I ran to the classroom and my teacher was like, "Oh my God are you okay!?!" I was like "Yeah just flipped out a bit!" And she started freaking out when something exploded in her classroom, well it was off for me and my friend trying to get to her about a 3 minute walk from there, through about 2 inches of water. We finally reached the car and I was completely SOAKED from head to two, dripping water and it was crazy. Right as we began to head home, it stopped and blued up again, just my luck, ey. So fun day, I thought I was going to die from the lightning bolt, talk about your life flashing before you eyes.
So other then that, nothing really exciting happened today, just a normal day in school, besides in culinary when one of my partners broke a measuring cup, that was pure slow motion right there. It was super crazy! I see the cup falling from the counter, then it like hits the floor and BOOM, it's shattered into a million, or so, pieces, freaking crazy stuff and I'm just happy I didn't get hit by it.
So I got home today and have done absolutely nothing, just tried recovering from todays amazing activities that frightened me to the core, oh my goodness I can't get enough of me almost getting struck my lightning, fun, right!?
Okay so for the quote, "Even if you fall on your face, you're still moving forward." Well, no duh! A lot of people have issues with life and sometimes struggle through them, fortunately I don't usually, I'm actually a very peace going person, if you will. Nothing bad ever really happens to me but I do indeed have my moments just as any other normal teenager would. Anyways, this quote is just saying, even if you do have a rouch spot in your life, you're still moving forward, you will eventually get to your so called, "Final destination" whether the situation be good, or bad, or whatever the case may possibly be.
Alright well I have to go clean my bag out now, it's probably still soaked poor thing. So goodnight people!
Okay so today, oh my God, worst freaking rain storm I have EVER encountered, not joking one bit. Arizona has like the most bipolar weather patterns I have ever seen in many of the other states I have been too. Okay so you know, the whole entire day it's hot and somewhat humid and very, very blue outside, but when it comes to about 2:45, it starts getting super dark outside and then at about 2:55 it starts raining like a butt! I couldn't barely even see a few feet in front of me, and I had to go to a different classroom to get my friend, and as I was doing so, a lightning bold hit RIGHT, not exagerating on RIGHT in front of me, it was like the scariest thing ever! So I ran to the classroom and my teacher was like, "Oh my God are you okay!?!" I was like "Yeah just flipped out a bit!" And she started freaking out when something exploded in her classroom, well it was off for me and my friend trying to get to her about a 3 minute walk from there, through about 2 inches of water. We finally reached the car and I was completely SOAKED from head to two, dripping water and it was crazy. Right as we began to head home, it stopped and blued up again, just my luck, ey. So fun day, I thought I was going to die from the lightning bolt, talk about your life flashing before you eyes.
So other then that, nothing really exciting happened today, just a normal day in school, besides in culinary when one of my partners broke a measuring cup, that was pure slow motion right there. It was super crazy! I see the cup falling from the counter, then it like hits the floor and BOOM, it's shattered into a million, or so, pieces, freaking crazy stuff and I'm just happy I didn't get hit by it.
So I got home today and have done absolutely nothing, just tried recovering from todays amazing activities that frightened me to the core, oh my goodness I can't get enough of me almost getting struck my lightning, fun, right!?
Okay so for the quote, "Even if you fall on your face, you're still moving forward." Well, no duh! A lot of people have issues with life and sometimes struggle through them, fortunately I don't usually, I'm actually a very peace going person, if you will. Nothing bad ever really happens to me but I do indeed have my moments just as any other normal teenager would. Anyways, this quote is just saying, even if you do have a rouch spot in your life, you're still moving forward, you will eventually get to your so called, "Final destination" whether the situation be good, or bad, or whatever the case may possibly be.
Alright well I have to go clean my bag out now, it's probably still soaked poor thing. So goodnight people!
Sunday, September 9, 2012
"It takes a lot of courage to show your dreams to someone else."
Gah, it's Sunday, you all know what that means, school tomorrow! Yippeeee. Not.
Alright well you get the point, I'm not excited to go tomorrow, allergies are being butts again, I feel like utter crap, but I guess we will see what goes on in the morning.
Okay so today I skyped with one of my best friends, Stacey, for over 5 hours, and she sent me a lot of amazing footage of hers for videos, I love her footage, it's amazing, as are her pictures. Okay enough of this!
Well tonight is seriously gonna be a short one because I have absolutely nothing to talk about rather then being boring today and listening to music, is all really.
As for the quote, here we go, it's my third favorite quote, if you will.
"It takes a lot of courage to show your dreams to someone else."
Oh my great atlanta, this is so true. People are constantly judging, and a lot of people are scared to tell of their dreams because of what other people think, well it's not that way, because in a couple years their pity comments will mean absolutely nothing. It's still hard for me, though, to speak of my dream, but heck, who cares, I still do it anyways, I love bragging about what I wanna do as I get older, people think it's just the coolest thing in the world.
Okay well I am super tired and don't feel well, so I will be off for now until tomorrow my chitlins.
Goodnight. <3
Alright well you get the point, I'm not excited to go tomorrow, allergies are being butts again, I feel like utter crap, but I guess we will see what goes on in the morning.
Okay so today I skyped with one of my best friends, Stacey, for over 5 hours, and she sent me a lot of amazing footage of hers for videos, I love her footage, it's amazing, as are her pictures. Okay enough of this!
Well tonight is seriously gonna be a short one because I have absolutely nothing to talk about rather then being boring today and listening to music, is all really.
As for the quote, here we go, it's my third favorite quote, if you will.
"It takes a lot of courage to show your dreams to someone else."
Oh my great atlanta, this is so true. People are constantly judging, and a lot of people are scared to tell of their dreams because of what other people think, well it's not that way, because in a couple years their pity comments will mean absolutely nothing. It's still hard for me, though, to speak of my dream, but heck, who cares, I still do it anyways, I love bragging about what I wanna do as I get older, people think it's just the coolest thing in the world.
Okay well I am super tired and don't feel well, so I will be off for now until tomorrow my chitlins.
Goodnight. <3
Saturday, September 8, 2012
"Life is never easy for those who dream."
Oh, it's Saturday night, I'm a bad girl for not posting last night, whoops! Oh well, we can manage. ;)
Well, it's Saturday night and I have done absolutely nothing today, but yesterday, oh yesterday. It was school, ya know, the half day. I told you in my last post I would be taking a biology test, almost certain I failed that sucker! I guess we'll see on Monday when I get my results back. Gah I'm such a loser sometimes!
In school, we went over our homecoming events, and the float and whatnot, and it sounds like it's gonna be an awesome freaking week. Whoever picked the themes was awesome! Our float is Wizard of Oz themed, oh my goodness, I think I just exploded. Wizard of freaking Oz!? This movie was like my movie when I was little, I loved it so much, and now that we get to have a float themed as it, oh man my dream come true. ;)
Alright, well we are gonna have a good week, I just know that! So anyways, I have been really bored today, and you all know that I have watched the Dead Poet Society, and really, really loved it, so I decided to make a video with one of the "sayings" in it, and I believe it came out really good, I will link that at the end.
Alright, for the quote tonight, since I was bad and missed last night, this is my number 4 favorite quote, that came out weird but you get the idea.
"Life is NEVER easy for those who dream." - I couldn't have said it better, it's so true. Whoever has a dream they will to accomplish is constantly on their toes trying to do everything right and succeed in everything; never get in trouble, always get good grades, be a good person, etc. Oh wait, that sounds like me. I hope I'm not the only one who does this, it gets so hard and frusterating sometimes. But I manage well luckily and hopefully I will get there someday.
Okay well I'm tired and this is the latest I have stayed up in ages, so goodnight my people!
http://youtu.be/_o0EKB1QN_M
Well, it's Saturday night and I have done absolutely nothing today, but yesterday, oh yesterday. It was school, ya know, the half day. I told you in my last post I would be taking a biology test, almost certain I failed that sucker! I guess we'll see on Monday when I get my results back. Gah I'm such a loser sometimes!
In school, we went over our homecoming events, and the float and whatnot, and it sounds like it's gonna be an awesome freaking week. Whoever picked the themes was awesome! Our float is Wizard of Oz themed, oh my goodness, I think I just exploded. Wizard of freaking Oz!? This movie was like my movie when I was little, I loved it so much, and now that we get to have a float themed as it, oh man my dream come true. ;)
Alright, well we are gonna have a good week, I just know that! So anyways, I have been really bored today, and you all know that I have watched the Dead Poet Society, and really, really loved it, so I decided to make a video with one of the "sayings" in it, and I believe it came out really good, I will link that at the end.
Alright, for the quote tonight, since I was bad and missed last night, this is my number 4 favorite quote, that came out weird but you get the idea.
"Life is NEVER easy for those who dream." - I couldn't have said it better, it's so true. Whoever has a dream they will to accomplish is constantly on their toes trying to do everything right and succeed in everything; never get in trouble, always get good grades, be a good person, etc. Oh wait, that sounds like me. I hope I'm not the only one who does this, it gets so hard and frusterating sometimes. But I manage well luckily and hopefully I will get there someday.
Okay well I'm tired and this is the latest I have stayed up in ages, so goodnight my people!
http://youtu.be/_o0EKB1QN_M
Thursday, September 6, 2012
"Dream as if you'll live forever. Live as if you'll die today."
Yay, guess what! It's Thursday and this week is practically OVER!
Okay, well it doesn't seem like it should have been, but this week was freaking long. I seriously cannot remember when I last slept in, even though it was on Monday. Thank Shamu tomorrow is Friday though, I finally get some time to sleep in and rest, after a long week of homework that I have been procrastinating on. Oh don't worry, I will so pay for it later.
I don't know why I am staying up so late tonight; I am so tired! Oh well, again, I will pay for that tomorrow, when I take a biology test, oh my goodness, I'm such an idiot.
I've realized my sarcastic sense of humor is really strange.
This is gonna be a short one tonight.
Okay, so I have decided since I am bored and do not have a life, cough, I will be posting my top 5 favorite quotes and explaining why I love them, why the heck not.
My 5th favorite quote :
"Dream as if you'll live forever; live as if you'll die today."
Okay, what is NOT to love about this quote? Absolutely nothing. I live by this quote, and no matter how much of a crappy day I am having or how much a fantastic day I am having, I will always have that dream of becoming an orca trainer, and it will never go away. I have talked to so many people who have asked me what I wanted to do when I was older, and my response was being an orca trainer, they all said, that is an amazing dream to go for, never give up. This is my biggest dream. As for living like I'll die today, I do that anyways, always be outgoing, there is always a reason to smile, you just need to find it.
Enough of my wannabe inspiration tonight, we will see you all tomorrow with a new quote! ;D
Goodnight!
Okay, well it doesn't seem like it should have been, but this week was freaking long. I seriously cannot remember when I last slept in, even though it was on Monday. Thank Shamu tomorrow is Friday though, I finally get some time to sleep in and rest, after a long week of homework that I have been procrastinating on. Oh don't worry, I will so pay for it later.
I don't know why I am staying up so late tonight; I am so tired! Oh well, again, I will pay for that tomorrow, when I take a biology test, oh my goodness, I'm such an idiot.
I've realized my sarcastic sense of humor is really strange.
This is gonna be a short one tonight.
Okay, so I have decided since I am bored and do not have a life, cough, I will be posting my top 5 favorite quotes and explaining why I love them, why the heck not.
My 5th favorite quote :
"Dream as if you'll live forever; live as if you'll die today."
Okay, what is NOT to love about this quote? Absolutely nothing. I live by this quote, and no matter how much of a crappy day I am having or how much a fantastic day I am having, I will always have that dream of becoming an orca trainer, and it will never go away. I have talked to so many people who have asked me what I wanted to do when I was older, and my response was being an orca trainer, they all said, that is an amazing dream to go for, never give up. This is my biggest dream. As for living like I'll die today, I do that anyways, always be outgoing, there is always a reason to smile, you just need to find it.
Enough of my wannabe inspiration tonight, we will see you all tomorrow with a new quote! ;D
Goodnight!
Wednesday, September 5, 2012
"Time is the longest distance between two places."
Okay, well it's Wednesday, and tomorrow I have a half day, so super excited and relieved!
So I got my half quarter grades today, and I should say I'm not too please with it. I mean, the lowest grade I have on there is 79, which is of course geometry, and that's a high C, but still, it's horrible. The only good thing I saw is that I have 100% in spanish. So freaking amazing. But I still have another half quarter to go in order to get my grade up. Hopefully I will be able to manage it, it's seriously some of the most confusing crap I have ever done in my entire life, I thought algebra was hard, boy oh boy was I freaking wrong.
It's been an awkward day, you know those days where everyone makes you mad? Well today unfortunately was one of those days, I don't tend to have them a lot, but I did today.
I have watched Dead Poet Society in my english class, and let me just say, I love it so much. It's such an amazing movie, oh my goodness I can even put into words how much inspiration it has put on me. Here are some quotes from the movie :
"Boys, you must strive to find your own voice. Because the longer you wait to begin, the less likely you are to find it at all."
"Now, don't just walk off the edge like lemmings! Look around you!"
"This is a battle, a war, and the casualties could be your hearts and souls."
"No matter what anybody tells you, words and ideas can change the world."
"Sucking the marrow out of life doesn't mean choking on the bone."
I freaking love this movie, definitely recommended, 6/5, and no, that is not a typo.
Well I have found one of my favorite songs, and doing a collab on it here soon, I can't wait, it's so beautiful, and also another inspirational thing going on.
Okay, so tonight's quote, it really goes well with a lot of my situations. Time, is seriously the longest distance I have away from Alaska and SeaWorld, it seriously is! And from some special people to me, it seriously is the longest thing ever. I can't wait for these three years to fly by, luckily it seems to be doing so as we speak.
Okay well I am super tired, so I will be off now.
Y'all (hehe) know the drill, night monkeys!
So I got my half quarter grades today, and I should say I'm not too please with it. I mean, the lowest grade I have on there is 79, which is of course geometry, and that's a high C, but still, it's horrible. The only good thing I saw is that I have 100% in spanish. So freaking amazing. But I still have another half quarter to go in order to get my grade up. Hopefully I will be able to manage it, it's seriously some of the most confusing crap I have ever done in my entire life, I thought algebra was hard, boy oh boy was I freaking wrong.
It's been an awkward day, you know those days where everyone makes you mad? Well today unfortunately was one of those days, I don't tend to have them a lot, but I did today.
I have watched Dead Poet Society in my english class, and let me just say, I love it so much. It's such an amazing movie, oh my goodness I can even put into words how much inspiration it has put on me. Here are some quotes from the movie :
"Boys, you must strive to find your own voice. Because the longer you wait to begin, the less likely you are to find it at all."
"Now, don't just walk off the edge like lemmings! Look around you!"
"This is a battle, a war, and the casualties could be your hearts and souls."
"No matter what anybody tells you, words and ideas can change the world."
"Sucking the marrow out of life doesn't mean choking on the bone."
I freaking love this movie, definitely recommended, 6/5, and no, that is not a typo.
Well I have found one of my favorite songs, and doing a collab on it here soon, I can't wait, it's so beautiful, and also another inspirational thing going on.
Okay, so tonight's quote, it really goes well with a lot of my situations. Time, is seriously the longest distance I have away from Alaska and SeaWorld, it seriously is! And from some special people to me, it seriously is the longest thing ever. I can't wait for these three years to fly by, luckily it seems to be doing so as we speak.
Okay well I am super tired, so I will be off now.
Y'all (hehe) know the drill, night monkeys!
Tuesday, September 4, 2012
"It is not length of life, but depth of life."
It's Tuesday, tomorrow's Wednesday, yesterday was Monday. Boo yah!
Alright, it's Tuesday, welcome back captain obvious!
Well, I had a decent day today, despite my dumb sunburn, and evidentally I slept wrong on my shoulder, so I have had pain in that as well. I'm such a mess.
You know how I said I was getting my geometry test scores back? Well I didn't do as horrible as I thought I would, I got a 29/37, not the score I am too happy with, but I will be content because I know I could have done much much worse. In Biology today, we were learning about sharks, and they remind me of the ocean, which reminds me of orcas. My teacher also randomly brought up SeaWorld, which made my day better, because I just got to hear it. Don't judge!
I have really began to start my video making up again, I have a lot of ideas that I just need to get out now. I want to make so many videos but have such little time to do so, I mean, I can post here but not make videos? Just kidding, I love posting here, I get to complain to myself.
Well, this day, 6 years ago, I was driving in Texas. Why was that an important day? Well because it was the day my idol passed away. I heard it on the news, and despite my young age, I was heartbroken and was so sad that Steve Irwin was gone. He was my serious idol and I looked up to him, he touched my heart in many ways I don't know I will ever be able to explain. RIP Steve Irwin.
And that also leads me to tonight's quote, I believe Steve Irwin lived a fabulous life, he was so cool! Despite his age, he still live a brilliant life and I know he loved it, it was obvious he loved what he did, which then again inspires me so much.
On the 7th of this month, my aunt, Juanita will be celebrating her birthday, unfortunately she is not here with us to celebrate it properly. I miss her very much and I know that she is having a blast doing what she wants. Here we go again, welcome to the quote of the day!
Okay, well I am going to try and work on this video, I have too many ideas that I can't really get out. Which sucks, hopefully someday I will be better then I am now.
G O O D N I G H T !
Alright, it's Tuesday, welcome back captain obvious!
Well, I had a decent day today, despite my dumb sunburn, and evidentally I slept wrong on my shoulder, so I have had pain in that as well. I'm such a mess.
You know how I said I was getting my geometry test scores back? Well I didn't do as horrible as I thought I would, I got a 29/37, not the score I am too happy with, but I will be content because I know I could have done much much worse. In Biology today, we were learning about sharks, and they remind me of the ocean, which reminds me of orcas. My teacher also randomly brought up SeaWorld, which made my day better, because I just got to hear it. Don't judge!
I have really began to start my video making up again, I have a lot of ideas that I just need to get out now. I want to make so many videos but have such little time to do so, I mean, I can post here but not make videos? Just kidding, I love posting here, I get to complain to myself.
Well, this day, 6 years ago, I was driving in Texas. Why was that an important day? Well because it was the day my idol passed away. I heard it on the news, and despite my young age, I was heartbroken and was so sad that Steve Irwin was gone. He was my serious idol and I looked up to him, he touched my heart in many ways I don't know I will ever be able to explain. RIP Steve Irwin.
And that also leads me to tonight's quote, I believe Steve Irwin lived a fabulous life, he was so cool! Despite his age, he still live a brilliant life and I know he loved it, it was obvious he loved what he did, which then again inspires me so much.
On the 7th of this month, my aunt, Juanita will be celebrating her birthday, unfortunately she is not here with us to celebrate it properly. I miss her very much and I know that she is having a blast doing what she wants. Here we go again, welcome to the quote of the day!
Okay, well I am going to try and work on this video, I have too many ideas that I can't really get out. Which sucks, hopefully someday I will be better then I am now.
G O O D N I G H T !
Monday, September 3, 2012
"It's not what you look at that matters, it's what you see."
Hey! Guess what, it's 10:40 ish at night, and I have school tomorrow, I'm an idiot.
Well I figured since I have not posted here the past couple days I would post so you all would know I'm still alive; I barely am! But I'm still here.
If you have read my last post, you know I went on a "mini vacation" this weekend, and that was actually very fun and I had a very great time. Unfortunately, I did get sunburned. I was too confident in my skin and decided that I would not put sunscreen on, because I'm an idiot, deja vu. So I am sunburned, and am not used to being sunburned, so I'm suffering over here. Oh tomorrow, carrying a 30 pound backpack should be fun. Joy to the world.
I just have to say something; tonight's shower was the most painful shower I have ever taken, just saying.
Well I have finished an MEP that I needed to work on, tonight, and I feel like I have accomplished something which is good because I haven't been feeling like that lately. I still have a few more to work on, but oh well, we'll get there eventually.
Tomorrow, oh school, can I just have another couple days off? I am serious, I don't even want to go this week, I know I will be complaining, a lot. Oh well, half days Thursday and Friday! I am happy.
I can't wait to see how bad I did on my geometry test, oh lovely, so freakin' excited. Not.
Okay well I dunno what else to post, so I will just get off and go to bed now.
Goodnight my little sheep. <3
Well I figured since I have not posted here the past couple days I would post so you all would know I'm still alive; I barely am! But I'm still here.
If you have read my last post, you know I went on a "mini vacation" this weekend, and that was actually very fun and I had a very great time. Unfortunately, I did get sunburned. I was too confident in my skin and decided that I would not put sunscreen on, because I'm an idiot, deja vu. So I am sunburned, and am not used to being sunburned, so I'm suffering over here. Oh tomorrow, carrying a 30 pound backpack should be fun. Joy to the world.
I just have to say something; tonight's shower was the most painful shower I have ever taken, just saying.
Well I have finished an MEP that I needed to work on, tonight, and I feel like I have accomplished something which is good because I haven't been feeling like that lately. I still have a few more to work on, but oh well, we'll get there eventually.
Tomorrow, oh school, can I just have another couple days off? I am serious, I don't even want to go this week, I know I will be complaining, a lot. Oh well, half days Thursday and Friday! I am happy.
I can't wait to see how bad I did on my geometry test, oh lovely, so freakin' excited. Not.
Okay well I dunno what else to post, so I will just get off and go to bed now.
Goodnight my little sheep. <3
Thursday, August 30, 2012
I will be right here waiting for you.
Have I seriously not posted here in 3 days? Bad. Alright, well it's Thursday, everyone, hello captain obvious!
Well it's been a long week, and I have had a lot going on lately. If you have read my last post, you'll know that my best friend could potentially be moving away, which really sucks, but I don't know whats happening about it, she doesn't tell me because she doesn't want me to get upset.
I have had multiple quizzes/tests this week, which is bad, well tomorrow at least will be bad, because I have a geometry exam, and I'm stressing about it, I am not getting any of the material, it's ludicrous, I seriously have no idea what is going on at any time. I have had a World History test this week, and it was kinda hard, but I think that is my favorite class, I love history so much! And guess what else? I have a huge biology report due here in a couple weeks, not looking forward to that at all. I guess I should start though since I will have to put a lot of time and effort into it, I got to make it look decent, because I have to present it in front of the class. I hate standing in front of my piers; some of them are so annoying and immature, it's annoying. Didn't I just say that? Alright, moving on.
I think this week has gone by so slow because I actually have something planned for this weekend, I am going down to the capital of the state to have a mini vacation with Hailey. We will be staying at a hotel and we will be swimming, tanning, and whatever else we can possibly think of. I am very excited for it, as I did it last year as well; it's kind of a tradition, and their family goes down there every year to stay in a hotel to go swimming and just to get out, and Hailey decided to bring me again this year. We are staying in a different hotel with a waterslide and a lazy river, much like a mini water park, oh how I love water parks, this should be interesting and oh so fun!
This week has been much like last week, I am just relieved that I can actually have something to look forward to and be able to relax afterwards.
Well, I just have to say, I love you, you know who you are.
"Oceans apart, day after day, and I slowly go insane, I hear you voice, on the line, but it doesn't stop the pain. If I see you next to never, then how can we say forever? Whenever you go, whatever you do, I will be right here waiting for you. Whatever it takes, or how my heart breaks, I will be right here waiting for you." -- Beautiful song, next video song for sure. I love it. It explains a lot of what I am going through with not being able to see Ulises, and Shouka, and some other people who I have grown close too. I love them all so much.
Alright, to end this night, I will say a quote, "Those who matter don't mind, and those who mind don't matter." - Dr. Seuss. A genious.
Well, goodnight, I don't know if I will be around for the next couple days, you all know why.
Sleep tight and don't let those gosh dang bed bugs bite! ;D
Well it's been a long week, and I have had a lot going on lately. If you have read my last post, you'll know that my best friend could potentially be moving away, which really sucks, but I don't know whats happening about it, she doesn't tell me because she doesn't want me to get upset.
I have had multiple quizzes/tests this week, which is bad, well tomorrow at least will be bad, because I have a geometry exam, and I'm stressing about it, I am not getting any of the material, it's ludicrous, I seriously have no idea what is going on at any time. I have had a World History test this week, and it was kinda hard, but I think that is my favorite class, I love history so much! And guess what else? I have a huge biology report due here in a couple weeks, not looking forward to that at all. I guess I should start though since I will have to put a lot of time and effort into it, I got to make it look decent, because I have to present it in front of the class. I hate standing in front of my piers; some of them are so annoying and immature, it's annoying. Didn't I just say that? Alright, moving on.
I think this week has gone by so slow because I actually have something planned for this weekend, I am going down to the capital of the state to have a mini vacation with Hailey. We will be staying at a hotel and we will be swimming, tanning, and whatever else we can possibly think of. I am very excited for it, as I did it last year as well; it's kind of a tradition, and their family goes down there every year to stay in a hotel to go swimming and just to get out, and Hailey decided to bring me again this year. We are staying in a different hotel with a waterslide and a lazy river, much like a mini water park, oh how I love water parks, this should be interesting and oh so fun!
This week has been much like last week, I am just relieved that I can actually have something to look forward to and be able to relax afterwards.
Well, I just have to say, I love you, you know who you are.
"Oceans apart, day after day, and I slowly go insane, I hear you voice, on the line, but it doesn't stop the pain. If I see you next to never, then how can we say forever? Whenever you go, whatever you do, I will be right here waiting for you. Whatever it takes, or how my heart breaks, I will be right here waiting for you." -- Beautiful song, next video song for sure. I love it. It explains a lot of what I am going through with not being able to see Ulises, and Shouka, and some other people who I have grown close too. I love them all so much.
Alright, to end this night, I will say a quote, "Those who matter don't mind, and those who mind don't matter." - Dr. Seuss. A genious.
Well, goodnight, I don't know if I will be around for the next couple days, you all know why.
Sleep tight and don't let those gosh dang bed bugs bite! ;D
Monday, August 27, 2012
There come a time when you bite off more then you can chew; I have hit that time.
Hit a breaking point, that's all I've got to say.
It's Monday and I have heard some of the worse possible news I have and will ever heard. My best friend is more then likely moving away, a long, long way from me. This has officially made me reach my breaking point. I'm really upset about this and I don't know if I will be able to handle this one, how? I don't know.. I hate that I can't be strong at my most horrible points in life.
Oh high school, or teenage years, oh freakin' everything, I hate you right now.
Let's just try and get through this and breathe, breathe, breathe...
Okay, school, school, school... I am getting tired of it already I hate this feeling, but I don't know what to do about it...
My neices and nephew have been here for the past couple days, and they have been great. I love seeing little faces, it reminds me of when I had no issues with anything. Oh well, my niece says the sweetest things to me, and she is 5, I will say some, "Aunty, you're so beautiful! -- You're the best aunty in the entire world! -- I will never forget you, even when you're gone, I miss you a lot, but I still remember you're here, and I drew you pictures, so if you ever miss me, just look at those and you will smile because you remember me and I am here and I love you."
I love her.
Okay, well I'm trying to get over things, boo-yah, I'm weak, I know.
Goodnight.
It's Monday and I have heard some of the worse possible news I have and will ever heard. My best friend is more then likely moving away, a long, long way from me. This has officially made me reach my breaking point. I'm really upset about this and I don't know if I will be able to handle this one, how? I don't know.. I hate that I can't be strong at my most horrible points in life.
Oh high school, or teenage years, oh freakin' everything, I hate you right now.
Let's just try and get through this and breathe, breathe, breathe...
Okay, school, school, school... I am getting tired of it already I hate this feeling, but I don't know what to do about it...
My neices and nephew have been here for the past couple days, and they have been great. I love seeing little faces, it reminds me of when I had no issues with anything. Oh well, my niece says the sweetest things to me, and she is 5, I will say some, "Aunty, you're so beautiful! -- You're the best aunty in the entire world! -- I will never forget you, even when you're gone, I miss you a lot, but I still remember you're here, and I drew you pictures, so if you ever miss me, just look at those and you will smile because you remember me and I am here and I love you."
I love her.
Okay, well I'm trying to get over things, boo-yah, I'm weak, I know.
Goodnight.
Thursday, August 23, 2012
"Keep your face to the sunshine and you cannot see a shadow."
Hello again! It's Thursday, thank GOD!
Well, one more day, and this week will be completely OVER! Thank goodness, it's definitely been an adrenaline rush of a week and a dreadful one, and a happy one, and a sad one!! Oh what mixed emotions I have on this week, it will never just be one thing, a lot of things happened.
Well today at school was pretty crazy, a lot of my friends seem to be having issues with each other at the moment, and I don't like getting involved, but I don't know what to do. It seems like one negative person can make all the other positive people, negative. Which really sucks.
Last night, I was awoken by the WORST, I am not exagerating on the WORST thunderstorms I have EVER heard in my ENTIRE 15 years of living. It was completely insane! I seriously thought that there was gunshots right outside my window, it was terrifying, and I thought I needed to duck-and-cover. It was crazy, and I'm beginning to think another one of those storms will be happening tonight again.
Today, after school, I went over to my friend Hailey's, and we had a lot of fun, but she decided that she wanted to do a photo shoot with my as her model, WHY! Ha, well this didn't go to well, I am not model material whatsoever, especially today. Anyways, I tried climbing up walls, laying in the grass, looking in a mirror, boo! All failures, oh well, but our last resort was a tree, oh jeez, the first thought that came to mind was that I haven't climbed a tree in YEARS! So, I attempted to climb, guess what? I achieved it! WOO! Well, then she took a couple horrible pictures (of my face) and then she went to put the camera back in the house, and we stayed up in the tree for thirty minutes, waiting for her mom to get home. Well that time passed by, and her mom got home and we shook the tree branches really fast and it scared her mom, it was hilarious. Now, we had to find a way to get out, luckily Hailey climbed down no problem, but my accident prone and idiotic self decided to climb down completely backwards from what Hailey did, and I ended up with my foot caught and being upside down. So, while Hailey held me up, her brother Garrett had to come and get my foot out of the tree, then I fell to the ground laughing so hard I couldn't barely breathe. Fun day that was, and oh what an experience.
I have found what song I will be using for my video, after this next one I will be using. Oh man, it's beautiful, and perfect! I can't wait to work on this video, it will definitely be a fun and exciting one!
The quote, well, it's so true. This is how I see it, "If you keep your positive attitude and be optimistic about everything in life, then nothing out of your favor will happen." If you will, I guess.
Okay, well now I think I will get myself ready for the next day that is coming, and the last day of the week. WHOO! Wish me luck.
Deja vu, again.
GOODNIGHT! x
Well, one more day, and this week will be completely OVER! Thank goodness, it's definitely been an adrenaline rush of a week and a dreadful one, and a happy one, and a sad one!! Oh what mixed emotions I have on this week, it will never just be one thing, a lot of things happened.
Well today at school was pretty crazy, a lot of my friends seem to be having issues with each other at the moment, and I don't like getting involved, but I don't know what to do. It seems like one negative person can make all the other positive people, negative. Which really sucks.
Last night, I was awoken by the WORST, I am not exagerating on the WORST thunderstorms I have EVER heard in my ENTIRE 15 years of living. It was completely insane! I seriously thought that there was gunshots right outside my window, it was terrifying, and I thought I needed to duck-and-cover. It was crazy, and I'm beginning to think another one of those storms will be happening tonight again.
Today, after school, I went over to my friend Hailey's, and we had a lot of fun, but she decided that she wanted to do a photo shoot with my as her model, WHY! Ha, well this didn't go to well, I am not model material whatsoever, especially today. Anyways, I tried climbing up walls, laying in the grass, looking in a mirror, boo! All failures, oh well, but our last resort was a tree, oh jeez, the first thought that came to mind was that I haven't climbed a tree in YEARS! So, I attempted to climb, guess what? I achieved it! WOO! Well, then she took a couple horrible pictures (of my face) and then she went to put the camera back in the house, and we stayed up in the tree for thirty minutes, waiting for her mom to get home. Well that time passed by, and her mom got home and we shook the tree branches really fast and it scared her mom, it was hilarious. Now, we had to find a way to get out, luckily Hailey climbed down no problem, but my accident prone and idiotic self decided to climb down completely backwards from what Hailey did, and I ended up with my foot caught and being upside down. So, while Hailey held me up, her brother Garrett had to come and get my foot out of the tree, then I fell to the ground laughing so hard I couldn't barely breathe. Fun day that was, and oh what an experience.
I have found what song I will be using for my video, after this next one I will be using. Oh man, it's beautiful, and perfect! I can't wait to work on this video, it will definitely be a fun and exciting one!
The quote, well, it's so true. This is how I see it, "If you keep your positive attitude and be optimistic about everything in life, then nothing out of your favor will happen." If you will, I guess.
Okay, well now I think I will get myself ready for the next day that is coming, and the last day of the week. WHOO! Wish me luck.
Deja vu, again.
GOODNIGHT! x
Wednesday, August 22, 2012
"In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: it goes on."
Hello, it's Wednesday, stating the obvious, obviously.
Okay, today = horrible. Completely, flabergastingly horrible. Gah, it couldn't get much worse then this to be very honest with you.
It seems like I can never win, nothing, nothing will EVER be good enough for anyone, save a few that know who they are. I am so greatful for those who I have in my life that actually give a flyin' fladoodle about me, ha, hide it with sarcasm. Stupid I am.
Today at school was long, and very boring, I mean, I am getting used to having to go but it's so gosh darn hard at this point in time. I don't know why, but I am beginning to feel like a failure in school, which is not an emotion I wish to continue on with.
Basically everyone has hatred on SeaWorld California because they get all the new orcas. What is the big deal, seriously? I wish people would see the light and understand SWC has the best stability and the best orcas around. It's very pathetic to complain about something like that.
The quote? I will explain; LifeGoesOn. End of story. I am so happy I have this quote to live by, no matter what happens, life will always go on and I will always find the light at the end of the tunnel, lets hope that happens soon.
Goodnight, I'm tired.
Okay, today = horrible. Completely, flabergastingly horrible. Gah, it couldn't get much worse then this to be very honest with you.
It seems like I can never win, nothing, nothing will EVER be good enough for anyone, save a few that know who they are. I am so greatful for those who I have in my life that actually give a flyin' fladoodle about me, ha, hide it with sarcasm. Stupid I am.
Today at school was long, and very boring, I mean, I am getting used to having to go but it's so gosh darn hard at this point in time. I don't know why, but I am beginning to feel like a failure in school, which is not an emotion I wish to continue on with.
Basically everyone has hatred on SeaWorld California because they get all the new orcas. What is the big deal, seriously? I wish people would see the light and understand SWC has the best stability and the best orcas around. It's very pathetic to complain about something like that.
The quote? I will explain; LifeGoesOn. End of story. I am so happy I have this quote to live by, no matter what happens, life will always go on and I will always find the light at the end of the tunnel, lets hope that happens soon.
Goodnight, I'm tired.
Tuesday, August 21, 2012
"He who has a why to live can bear almost any how."
Hey, it's Tuesday, thank goodness. This week seems to be going by so slow, like the days go by fast, but the weeks go by, so. slow. My goodness.
Okay, well, I've been pushed to the limit today, I am seriously mad with everything, I have snapped at a lot of people tonight; fair warning, when I am mad, don't mess with me. I'm sorry, just have to say that.
Well, today was picture day, oh my God. I hate picture day so much. How the heck they make us sit, and how they talk to us like we're retards. Erm, of course we're gonna act like retards by the way you guys make us sit! It's so confusing, "this way, that way, turn your head, not your whole body! Now stay, look at my finger, SMILE BIG!" Blah.
I took my two tests today, I feel rather confident about them, but we'll see when I get my grades, oh boy am I scared! BRING IT ON! No, not really, gah, my mind needs to stay in one place.
To get my mind off things, Shouka has met Orkid today, and that brings a lot of relief to me, I am so proud of my girl. I can't wait to get back to SeaWorld to see my Ulises and Shouka. I really can't wait, I hope it will be very soon, I can't live much longer without them.
WHICH brings me to tonights quote, "He," in this case, "She who has a why to live, can bear almost any how." Those are my key words tonight. A why, and a how.
My why's. I have so many of them, but only a few actually mean something to me, my babies, my Alaska, my friends, family, and my future. Hello! Most common things right there.
Like I have said in some of my previous posts, my two orcas, Ulises and Shouka, well they are the only ones who keep me going at some points, I know it seems a little strange to see an orca as your "guardian", so to speak, but I do. They are my lives and I would be absolutely nowhere without them. Heck, I wouldn't even be here, sad day then, aye? Not really.
Well, I have a video to work on, and an MEP, must start with those. Joy, and I am not being sarcastic.
We were here last night, goodnight, or day. Dang, deja vu much?
Loves!
Okay, well, I've been pushed to the limit today, I am seriously mad with everything, I have snapped at a lot of people tonight; fair warning, when I am mad, don't mess with me. I'm sorry, just have to say that.
Well, today was picture day, oh my God. I hate picture day so much. How the heck they make us sit, and how they talk to us like we're retards. Erm, of course we're gonna act like retards by the way you guys make us sit! It's so confusing, "this way, that way, turn your head, not your whole body! Now stay, look at my finger, SMILE BIG!" Blah.
I took my two tests today, I feel rather confident about them, but we'll see when I get my grades, oh boy am I scared! BRING IT ON! No, not really, gah, my mind needs to stay in one place.
To get my mind off things, Shouka has met Orkid today, and that brings a lot of relief to me, I am so proud of my girl. I can't wait to get back to SeaWorld to see my Ulises and Shouka. I really can't wait, I hope it will be very soon, I can't live much longer without them.
WHICH brings me to tonights quote, "He," in this case, "She who has a why to live, can bear almost any how." Those are my key words tonight. A why, and a how.
My why's. I have so many of them, but only a few actually mean something to me, my babies, my Alaska, my friends, family, and my future. Hello! Most common things right there.
Like I have said in some of my previous posts, my two orcas, Ulises and Shouka, well they are the only ones who keep me going at some points, I know it seems a little strange to see an orca as your "guardian", so to speak, but I do. They are my lives and I would be absolutely nowhere without them. Heck, I wouldn't even be here, sad day then, aye? Not really.
Well, I have a video to work on, and an MEP, must start with those. Joy, and I am not being sarcastic.
We were here last night, goodnight, or day. Dang, deja vu much?
Loves!
Monday, August 20, 2012
"Believe you can and you're halfway there."
Welp guys, it's Monday, and a LOT has gone on today, be prepared to read.
I woke up this morning to some fabulous news, Shouka, my second favorite orca, and my baby girl, has been moved to the place where I wanna work when I get older! How freakin' exciting is this?! I went to school today and was jumping for joy the whole day, I couldn't believe it. Then I got home, and saw the pictures of her, she is doing so well, I am so proud of her, awh my baby girl! I can't believe it. Now, my four top favorites will be together:
Ulises
Shouka
Keet
Orkid.
Awh so unbelievable!
Anyways, today at school was alright, boring, and tomorrow, I have so many tests, and picture day. Freakin' awesome. not. I personally love pictures, but not for picture day. It's the worst, I always take the worst pictures and I hate how they make us sit. It's ridiculous. Let us strike our own poses and if we look utterly ridiculous then who the heck cares? It will be a very embarassing moment when you're 30 though and look back at your old yearbook.
Well, I have 2 test tomorrow, Biology and Geometry. Way to go. I am so not excited. I dunno how I will do, hopefully alright, I understand most of the material, but my goodness, I have such bad confidence in myself when it comes to these things. Breathe, Lexie. Breathe. Ahhh.
Okay, well I finished my video and it is actually in the process of uploading right now, and I must say, I really like this one. And I hope all my viewers do as well. I hate uploading videos that no one cares for, but that is most of my videos, burn on me.
Okay, well must go study and do some homework, and listen to the debate go on about Shouka. I must say, I am extremely happy for her, it is to her benefit.
I love you Shouka!! <3
Good day, night, whatever to you all!
I woke up this morning to some fabulous news, Shouka, my second favorite orca, and my baby girl, has been moved to the place where I wanna work when I get older! How freakin' exciting is this?! I went to school today and was jumping for joy the whole day, I couldn't believe it. Then I got home, and saw the pictures of her, she is doing so well, I am so proud of her, awh my baby girl! I can't believe it. Now, my four top favorites will be together:
Ulises
Shouka
Keet
Orkid.
Awh so unbelievable!
Anyways, today at school was alright, boring, and tomorrow, I have so many tests, and picture day. Freakin' awesome. not. I personally love pictures, but not for picture day. It's the worst, I always take the worst pictures and I hate how they make us sit. It's ridiculous. Let us strike our own poses and if we look utterly ridiculous then who the heck cares? It will be a very embarassing moment when you're 30 though and look back at your old yearbook.
Well, I have 2 test tomorrow, Biology and Geometry. Way to go. I am so not excited. I dunno how I will do, hopefully alright, I understand most of the material, but my goodness, I have such bad confidence in myself when it comes to these things. Breathe, Lexie. Breathe. Ahhh.
Okay, well I finished my video and it is actually in the process of uploading right now, and I must say, I really like this one. And I hope all my viewers do as well. I hate uploading videos that no one cares for, but that is most of my videos, burn on me.
Okay, well must go study and do some homework, and listen to the debate go on about Shouka. I must say, I am extremely happy for her, it is to her benefit.
I love you Shouka!! <3
Sunday, August 19, 2012
"Adopt the pace of nature: her secret is patience."
Hey again. It's Sunday night, yay for school tomorrow! not.
Well, today has been better, I guess, just sitting around, not doing much, but hoping this week will fly by. Oh, by the way, if you're wondering, I slept for 15 hours. Kinda bad of me because I won't be tired tonight, oh well, I guess I will pay for my mistake tomorrow then.
Sickness is gone, thank goodness, I seriously thought I was gonna die yesterday, and now I feel alright, but it's so gosh darn hot, bad. I hate heat, seriously, it's the worst.
Well, there isn't much to really talk about today as I have done really nothing, but I must say, I love my friends, they're seriously the light of my life and I don't know what I would do without them, and this time has been rather hard, for me, not saying I have it too bad, but I am usually pretty happy with life. But anyways, I am so thankful for each one of my friends for being there, I couldn't and can't live without them.
And tomorrow, I begin another week of school, boo-yah, I am kinda mad, and kinda happy, I am mad because I have to actually go, and make an attempt there, which isn't too bad, I guess, and I am happy because it's another week over with, and another week closer to SeaWorld and Alaska. That is the only thing that is keeping me going, another week closer. It needs to fly by now.
Well, if I do say so myself, I am beginning to like this next coming up summer already, why? Because I might get to go to Costa Rica! That would seriously be an amazing experience, oh well, just thought you all should know.
I am in the process of working on a video now, which I am really excited as to how this one will turn out, the song is completely amazing. It's so strong. And I love how video making keeps my head off of things, it's a way to let the mind go wherever, and just be yourself. Lots of self expressions in video makings, I think my videos explain me a lot, boring and uneventful. OUCH! ;)
Well, it's back to counting down days until my friend gets home, I miss them a lot, but I'm better then I was yesterday! Which is good, yesterday was by far one of the more "off" days I have had in a long freaking time, actually.
Okay, so today's quote means, everything I am going through. Patience is key. Keep this in mind, it's all I am going to listen to right now. Patience is key.. patience is key...
Well, I must be getting back to my video now, I want it done soon, hopefully. Finger's crossed! I should be here tomorrow night with the drama from the day! ;)
Well, goodnight to all, or good day, you know the drill.
xx
Well, today has been better, I guess, just sitting around, not doing much, but hoping this week will fly by. Oh, by the way, if you're wondering, I slept for 15 hours. Kinda bad of me because I won't be tired tonight, oh well, I guess I will pay for my mistake tomorrow then.
Sickness is gone, thank goodness, I seriously thought I was gonna die yesterday, and now I feel alright, but it's so gosh darn hot, bad. I hate heat, seriously, it's the worst.
Well, there isn't much to really talk about today as I have done really nothing, but I must say, I love my friends, they're seriously the light of my life and I don't know what I would do without them, and this time has been rather hard, for me, not saying I have it too bad, but I am usually pretty happy with life. But anyways, I am so thankful for each one of my friends for being there, I couldn't and can't live without them.
And tomorrow, I begin another week of school, boo-yah, I am kinda mad, and kinda happy, I am mad because I have to actually go, and make an attempt there, which isn't too bad, I guess, and I am happy because it's another week over with, and another week closer to SeaWorld and Alaska. That is the only thing that is keeping me going, another week closer. It needs to fly by now.
Well, if I do say so myself, I am beginning to like this next coming up summer already, why? Because I might get to go to Costa Rica! That would seriously be an amazing experience, oh well, just thought you all should know.
I am in the process of working on a video now, which I am really excited as to how this one will turn out, the song is completely amazing. It's so strong. And I love how video making keeps my head off of things, it's a way to let the mind go wherever, and just be yourself. Lots of self expressions in video makings, I think my videos explain me a lot, boring and uneventful. OUCH! ;)
Well, it's back to counting down days until my friend gets home, I miss them a lot, but I'm better then I was yesterday! Which is good, yesterday was by far one of the more "off" days I have had in a long freaking time, actually.
Okay, so today's quote means, everything I am going through. Patience is key. Keep this in mind, it's all I am going to listen to right now. Patience is key.. patience is key...
Well, I must be getting back to my video now, I want it done soon, hopefully. Finger's crossed! I should be here tomorrow night with the drama from the day! ;)
Well, goodnight to all, or good day, you know the drill.
xx
Saturday, August 18, 2012
"It is during our darkest moments that we must focus to see the light."
Well, I've seriously been up for over 30 hours... This is what happens when you're sad and can't sleep.
I hate to admit this, but I have been upset all day, and have been just over-thinking things, yet again, boo-yah. The reason for me being upset is I have someone who is going to be gone for a little while so I will not be able to talk to them, and I haven't gone a day for a long time without talking to them, oh how it sucks to be "pulled" away from someone you love so much.
I left this blog somewhat content last night, now I am here, upset, and sick today, oh so much can happen within a matter of hours. Oh well, I will just have to get through this now, and right now, I am focusing on that quote more then ever, I am trying to find the light.
I dunno guys, I am just so upset. It's just everything seems to be coming at me now, and my sickness is not making it worse, well, it's not really sickness, it's awful allergies, which I consider a bad sickness. It sure feels like it.
Well, you know that song, the one I said I was listening to a while back, Everything? Yeah, listening to it now. It's making me feel better, which I guess is good. I am glad I get to listen to such an amazing song in a rough time.
It's raining outside, and that's a good thing, it makes it less hot, just thought you guys should know.
Well since I have nothing to keep me occupied, I will be here a lot more often, or at least that's the plan for now, I feel like this is a great way to vent to myself, I'm forever alone, right?
Okay, well, I am gonna sleep tonight, and hopefully this sickness and this pain will go away, because I hate being like this. So, wish me luck on actually sleeping tonight, it shouldn't be too hard, considering I have been up for over 30 hours and still going for at least another 5 or 6.
Well, it's nearing 4 pm, and I will see you all tomorrow, good day, or night, or whatever it is.
I hate to admit this, but I have been upset all day, and have been just over-thinking things, yet again, boo-yah. The reason for me being upset is I have someone who is going to be gone for a little while so I will not be able to talk to them, and I haven't gone a day for a long time without talking to them, oh how it sucks to be "pulled" away from someone you love so much.
I left this blog somewhat content last night, now I am here, upset, and sick today, oh so much can happen within a matter of hours. Oh well, I will just have to get through this now, and right now, I am focusing on that quote more then ever, I am trying to find the light.
I dunno guys, I am just so upset. It's just everything seems to be coming at me now, and my sickness is not making it worse, well, it's not really sickness, it's awful allergies, which I consider a bad sickness. It sure feels like it.
Well, you know that song, the one I said I was listening to a while back, Everything? Yeah, listening to it now. It's making me feel better, which I guess is good. I am glad I get to listen to such an amazing song in a rough time.
It's raining outside, and that's a good thing, it makes it less hot, just thought you guys should know.
Well since I have nothing to keep me occupied, I will be here a lot more often, or at least that's the plan for now, I feel like this is a great way to vent to myself, I'm forever alone, right?
Okay, well, I am gonna sleep tonight, and hopefully this sickness and this pain will go away, because I hate being like this. So, wish me luck on actually sleeping tonight, it shouldn't be too hard, considering I have been up for over 30 hours and still going for at least another 5 or 6.
Well, it's nearing 4 pm, and I will see you all tomorrow, good day, or night, or whatever it is.
Friday, August 17, 2012
"Believe that life is worth living and your belief will help create the fact."
Friday, and day 5, 6, 7, 8, and 9 are done! What more to say?
Well, I have been bad and have been blowing this blog off for a week, a week exactly, actually!
School, it's been going alright, but it's more of a chore then a desire, if you will, meaning that I don't wanna go, like I used too, now it's just a chore to go.
The subjects are really starting to get into teaching now, it's no more nothing like it was last week, it's a bunch of work, I have taken many tests, actually, so far.
I really am starting to like biology a lot, this year it seems pretty good, so far, even though it's only been 8 days since I have started, but it seems like it will be a subject I will enjoy, I do want to potentially study marine biology someday soon.
English has and always will be my favorite subject closely followed by history, and then math. I love english a lot, writing papers and stories is one of my favorite things to do, it's like a song without music, make sense? Not really, let's move on.
Well, it's Friday, what am I gonna do this weekend? Absolutely nothing, actually, sleep, I guess that could count as something. I am so tired, I can honestly say, typing this, right now, I have my eyes half open, and it's only nearly 6 pm. But guess what? Gonna pull an all nighter, just cus' I can, after all, it's Friday!
I hate how I have no time to really make videos anymore, but I have time to type a blog, ha! Just kidding, I would do both if I could. But this weekend is gonna be hard core video making, or attempting! Because I need one up. Like, soon.
Alright, I suppose you're wondering about the title? Maybe? Maybe not? Nooo? Okay, don't we go over this every blog I post? Yes! Okay, well, you all know I really like quotes already, and since I'm so lame and uncreative, I will be posting amazing freakin' quotes for all my titles.
I really love this quote as well, it's again, very true. I wish I was creative enough to make a quote like that, or creative enough to leave someone thinking, or inspiring someone, like all these quotes do to me, I really love them all!
Alright, well, I will try and sleep, for like, 3 hours. CHEATING, I know. But oh well, I'm tired, it's 5:54 pm, goodnight, or day, for now, and goodbye sleeping schedule. ;)
Well, I have been bad and have been blowing this blog off for a week, a week exactly, actually!
School, it's been going alright, but it's more of a chore then a desire, if you will, meaning that I don't wanna go, like I used too, now it's just a chore to go.
The subjects are really starting to get into teaching now, it's no more nothing like it was last week, it's a bunch of work, I have taken many tests, actually, so far.
I really am starting to like biology a lot, this year it seems pretty good, so far, even though it's only been 8 days since I have started, but it seems like it will be a subject I will enjoy, I do want to potentially study marine biology someday soon.
English has and always will be my favorite subject closely followed by history, and then math. I love english a lot, writing papers and stories is one of my favorite things to do, it's like a song without music, make sense? Not really, let's move on.
Well, it's Friday, what am I gonna do this weekend? Absolutely nothing, actually, sleep, I guess that could count as something. I am so tired, I can honestly say, typing this, right now, I have my eyes half open, and it's only nearly 6 pm. But guess what? Gonna pull an all nighter, just cus' I can, after all, it's Friday!
I hate how I have no time to really make videos anymore, but I have time to type a blog, ha! Just kidding, I would do both if I could. But this weekend is gonna be hard core video making, or attempting! Because I need one up. Like, soon.
Alright, I suppose you're wondering about the title? Maybe? Maybe not? Nooo? Okay, don't we go over this every blog I post? Yes! Okay, well, you all know I really like quotes already, and since I'm so lame and uncreative, I will be posting amazing freakin' quotes for all my titles.
I really love this quote as well, it's again, very true. I wish I was creative enough to make a quote like that, or creative enough to leave someone thinking, or inspiring someone, like all these quotes do to me, I really love them all!
Alright, well, I will try and sleep, for like, 3 hours. CHEATING, I know. But oh well, I'm tired, it's 5:54 pm, goodnight, or day, for now, and goodbye sleeping schedule. ;)
Friday, August 10, 2012
"Never give up on something that you can't go a day without thinking about."
All I have to say is that I am extremely proud of myself for making it through week one of my sophomore year! I may not have made it through the happiest, or the most outgoing, but I sure as heck did it, and it was rather hard if I do say so myself. I'm just glad it's over with, I'm seriously ready to start this year and get it the heck over with. I just want to be out of high school and get on with my life, as I have said in many of my previous posts.
Well today, it wasn't the best, but it was better then the other days, I guess. I just have one question to ask, what the heck is wrong with people? I seriously wanna know what goes through some people's minds. And I say that because, today, my lunch money got taken, right from my hands! What the heck! I seriously wanna know whats going through this kids' mind, like why does he have to take my money? Right out of my hand? Is he mentally unstable or what? Gah, okay, that made me really mad, I need to vent and get it out of my system, and since I'm such a nice person, I let him have it, I didn't even want to try and deal with this kid, it's ridiculous, but I guess I should feel sorry for him, if he needs the money that bad, you know.
But after that little episode, I was rather please that my "ranking" in my entire sophomore class was 13 out of 137. I'm not really sure what it's supposed to represent, all I know is that it means I'm smart! Clearly not too smart, because I don't even know what this is supposed to mean! Oh well, 13 out of 137? Pretty dang good for me, not only is it a lower number, it's my favorite and lucky number! Sounds pretty cliche to me, and kinda like a bandwagon, but oh well, we all have a favorite number.
I'm just really glad it's Friday, so I can just sit and relax with my friends, and make videos, what I do best, even if they aren't the best, oh well. I also get to "hang" out with my whales, through a computer screen, of course.
I've been in a real good mood today, other then the little episode, I'm starting to get used to having to wake up for school, again, blah, but I am still a little iffy on some things, especially geometry; I'm really beginning to second guess as to whether or not I was ready for it or not, I don't think I am at this point in time, let's hope this opinion changes soon.
Okay, I'm done talking about school, it's the freakin' weekend! Time to work on my MEP's that I've got, I seriously need to stop taking part in so many, I forget which ones I have to do.
Okay, so if you've read my previous posts, you know I love quotes, don't ask why, because I'm not here to explain, actually, that was mean, I really don't know why I love quotes so much, they explain my life when I can't? Sounds cheesy, but it may be true, hmm.
Well if you're wondering about this quote, it has always meant a lot to me, because it's so true! You can never give up on something or someone you can't go a day without thinking about, and lately, I have been thinking of Ulises and my other orcas like crazy, also Alaska, and a person, and I will never give up on them, ever. My brain is obviously telling me to not give up on them, so that's exactly what I intend to do.
Well, I must say, this was an extremely long post, but I just felt like sharing my entire life with you (ha ha ha) not really, this is not near it. Okay I will stop babbling now!
ONE MORE THING : Day 3 & 4 (since I missed yesterday) are OVER! 176 to go! Counting down like no other. Bring on the rest!
Well, 11:02, goodnight. <3
Well today, it wasn't the best, but it was better then the other days, I guess. I just have one question to ask, what the heck is wrong with people? I seriously wanna know what goes through some people's minds. And I say that because, today, my lunch money got taken, right from my hands! What the heck! I seriously wanna know whats going through this kids' mind, like why does he have to take my money? Right out of my hand? Is he mentally unstable or what? Gah, okay, that made me really mad, I need to vent and get it out of my system, and since I'm such a nice person, I let him have it, I didn't even want to try and deal with this kid, it's ridiculous, but I guess I should feel sorry for him, if he needs the money that bad, you know.
But after that little episode, I was rather please that my "ranking" in my entire sophomore class was 13 out of 137. I'm not really sure what it's supposed to represent, all I know is that it means I'm smart! Clearly not too smart, because I don't even know what this is supposed to mean! Oh well, 13 out of 137? Pretty dang good for me, not only is it a lower number, it's my favorite and lucky number! Sounds pretty cliche to me, and kinda like a bandwagon, but oh well, we all have a favorite number.
I'm just really glad it's Friday, so I can just sit and relax with my friends, and make videos, what I do best, even if they aren't the best, oh well. I also get to "hang" out with my whales, through a computer screen, of course.
I've been in a real good mood today, other then the little episode, I'm starting to get used to having to wake up for school, again, blah, but I am still a little iffy on some things, especially geometry; I'm really beginning to second guess as to whether or not I was ready for it or not, I don't think I am at this point in time, let's hope this opinion changes soon.
Okay, I'm done talking about school, it's the freakin' weekend! Time to work on my MEP's that I've got, I seriously need to stop taking part in so many, I forget which ones I have to do.
Okay, so if you've read my previous posts, you know I love quotes, don't ask why, because I'm not here to explain, actually, that was mean, I really don't know why I love quotes so much, they explain my life when I can't? Sounds cheesy, but it may be true, hmm.
Well if you're wondering about this quote, it has always meant a lot to me, because it's so true! You can never give up on something or someone you can't go a day without thinking about, and lately, I have been thinking of Ulises and my other orcas like crazy, also Alaska, and a person, and I will never give up on them, ever. My brain is obviously telling me to not give up on them, so that's exactly what I intend to do.
Well, I must say, this was an extremely long post, but I just felt like sharing my entire life with you (ha ha ha) not really, this is not near it. Okay I will stop babbling now!
ONE MORE THING : Day 3 & 4 (since I missed yesterday) are OVER! 176 to go! Counting down like no other. Bring on the rest!
Well, 11:02, goodnight. <3
Wednesday, August 8, 2012
"Most folks are about as happy as they make up their minds to be."
So, I like quotes. Okay.
Well day 2, DONE. 178, it couldn't be coming any slower, it feels like the day is moving so slow; slower then my brain in geometry! BOO!
Day 2 went by the same as day 1, boring, lame, and made me feel stupid. I hate taking dumb pre-tests, they make me feel like I know absolutely nothing!
Got home, I think I ate some bread. It's too hot to do anything at this moment, it's like, the worst part of the year, summer. I love the break but when it comes to the heat I would much rather take school and coldness in it's place.
My idiotic brother decided he wanted to try out the "cinnamon challenge" today, oh that went fantasticly, ha no, I'm just kidding, he lost his taste for a couple minutes, don't try it! Fair warning.
Okay, so about this quote, I will just say, I love it! Abraham Lincoln was a saint! He is definitely one of my favorite people from history!
Obviously, quotes are one of my favorite things, and this one happens to be true, and I'm trying to follow it right now as I'm not the happiest I could be! It seems to be working for now, let's hope it keeps me going through the whole school year, fingers crossed!
Well, 9:12, night!
Well day 2, DONE. 178, it couldn't be coming any slower, it feels like the day is moving so slow; slower then my brain in geometry! BOO!
Day 2 went by the same as day 1, boring, lame, and made me feel stupid. I hate taking dumb pre-tests, they make me feel like I know absolutely nothing!
Got home, I think I ate some bread. It's too hot to do anything at this moment, it's like, the worst part of the year, summer. I love the break but when it comes to the heat I would much rather take school and coldness in it's place.
My idiotic brother decided he wanted to try out the "cinnamon challenge" today, oh that went fantasticly, ha no, I'm just kidding, he lost his taste for a couple minutes, don't try it! Fair warning.
Okay, so about this quote, I will just say, I love it! Abraham Lincoln was a saint! He is definitely one of my favorite people from history!
Obviously, quotes are one of my favorite things, and this one happens to be true, and I'm trying to follow it right now as I'm not the happiest I could be! It seems to be working for now, let's hope it keeps me going through the whole school year, fingers crossed!
Well, 9:12, night!
Tuesday, August 7, 2012
School.
Gah, here we are, back to counting down days, knowing what day of the week it is, studying, waking up early, and most importantly learning. Hello again, school. You were most certainly not missed.
Sophomore year, oh how I feel old. I wonder how this year is going to go, I have many mixed emotions as to whether it will go in my favor or not. As of right now I don't know, some of the classes are exceptional, and some aren't, but they are tolerable. I'm really freaking out about Biology and Geometry. I don't know how well I will do in those classes, they seem to be the hardest as of right now.
Well, all I know is Day 1, check. I'm done, I got it over with, bring on the rest of them. I'm taking a guess, roughly around 180, so now 179.
I'm really overreacting about this year, like I do every year, but this year just seems to be different, like something more is going to happen, and I'm going to really have to work hard, which I'm willing to do if it means I'm closer to SeaWorld. I can't wait until then.
I'll be posting more sad blogs then happy for the time being, I'm really not too happy right now, it happens every school year, I can't stand change, it's like the worst thing anyone could possibly do to me, but I guess I'd better get used to it if SeaWorld is my final destination.
I hate feeling like this, but oh well, I'll lighten up after a couple days, if not, I'll have to be strong and get through it.
Well, Sophomore year, I'm not ready for you, but bring it on, I can't wait to get it over with.
10:04, gotta wake up early. Goodnight.
Sophomore year, oh how I feel old. I wonder how this year is going to go, I have many mixed emotions as to whether it will go in my favor or not. As of right now I don't know, some of the classes are exceptional, and some aren't, but they are tolerable. I'm really freaking out about Biology and Geometry. I don't know how well I will do in those classes, they seem to be the hardest as of right now.
Well, all I know is Day 1, check. I'm done, I got it over with, bring on the rest of them. I'm taking a guess, roughly around 180, so now 179.
I'm really overreacting about this year, like I do every year, but this year just seems to be different, like something more is going to happen, and I'm going to really have to work hard, which I'm willing to do if it means I'm closer to SeaWorld. I can't wait until then.
I'll be posting more sad blogs then happy for the time being, I'm really not too happy right now, it happens every school year, I can't stand change, it's like the worst thing anyone could possibly do to me, but I guess I'd better get used to it if SeaWorld is my final destination.
I hate feeling like this, but oh well, I'll lighten up after a couple days, if not, I'll have to be strong and get through it.
Well, Sophomore year, I'm not ready for you, but bring it on, I can't wait to get it over with.
10:04, gotta wake up early. Goodnight.
Monday, August 6, 2012
Sunday, August 5, 2012
Ulises.
Sound cheesy? Too bad, it's all completely true. I love Ulises with my entire heart. He is my world.
Friday, August 3, 2012
"Don't Taunt the Alligator Until After You've Crossed the Creek."
GAH! Why does time have to go by so dang fast? The time I actually DON'T want it to go by fast, it goes by fast. Fantastic.
Welp, it's Friday, I think, I am still on break, I need to enjoy these last couple days, anyways, it's Friday, I start school on Tuesday? I think. Gosh, I'm thinking a lot tonight, 1 point for me! I got registered for school today and bought all the supplies, whoopy. Not.Excited.
Dang, I'll be in school in a week, not the literal time, but the day. Brilliant.
Okay, it's always school this, school that! I'm done talking about school, lets talk about Alaska.
Okay, Alaska is beautiful. I miss it. So much! Stupid time, needs to go by faster, a lot faster.
The Olympics was just on, and it was super amazing! I love it so much. Jordyn Weiber and Ryan Lochte all the way! Oh yes!
Okay, I bet you're wondering what the title of this post means? Even if you aren't, I don't care, I will tell you anyways. The answer to that is, I don't know. It means nothing, just some saying I found, that I fell in love with. It's so true!
Okay now, it's almost 11:30 at night, I'm still not doing good on my sleep schedule. This sucks. Goodnight.
Welp, it's Friday, I think, I am still on break, I need to enjoy these last couple days, anyways, it's Friday, I start school on Tuesday? I think. Gosh, I'm thinking a lot tonight, 1 point for me! I got registered for school today and bought all the supplies, whoopy. Not.Excited.
Dang, I'll be in school in a week, not the literal time, but the day. Brilliant.
Okay, it's always school this, school that! I'm done talking about school, lets talk about Alaska.
Okay, Alaska is beautiful. I miss it. So much! Stupid time, needs to go by faster, a lot faster.
The Olympics was just on, and it was super amazing! I love it so much. Jordyn Weiber and Ryan Lochte all the way! Oh yes!
Okay, I bet you're wondering what the title of this post means? Even if you aren't, I don't care, I will tell you anyways. The answer to that is, I don't know. It means nothing, just some saying I found, that I fell in love with. It's so true!
Okay now, it's almost 11:30 at night, I'm still not doing good on my sleep schedule. This sucks. Goodnight.
Thursday, August 2, 2012
Google Chrome.
Okay, well I haven't posted here, again, in like, 5 days, I'm bad at this. Ha no I'm not, I haven't had access to the internet for 5 days, so I'm not that bad at it! Okay, whatever.
I have a question, what the heck is up with Google Chrome? I hate it so much. It crashes my computer everytime it opens, I don't know if I'm the only one it does this to, but oh well, it makes me mad, especially when I am doing something important. Okay, enough of my complaining.
I'm still listening to the same song, I still can't get enough of it.
Still missing Alaska, and SeaWorld more then anything. I want my 18th birthday to come super soon, I'm tired of having to wait for everything.
Well now I have about a month before I start driving (permit) and I don't know if I'm ready to start driving with the crazy people around the world, oh well, I guess we all have to learn one day or another.
School starts in 5 days, I'm not excited, I usually am, but this year I really don't want to go back, but I guess it's just another year closer to my Alaska.
Blurgh. I'm bored. Video time. Goodnight. Or day?
I have a question, what the heck is up with Google Chrome? I hate it so much. It crashes my computer everytime it opens, I don't know if I'm the only one it does this to, but oh well, it makes me mad, especially when I am doing something important. Okay, enough of my complaining.
I'm still listening to the same song, I still can't get enough of it.
Still missing Alaska, and SeaWorld more then anything. I want my 18th birthday to come super soon, I'm tired of having to wait for everything.
Well now I have about a month before I start driving (permit) and I don't know if I'm ready to start driving with the crazy people around the world, oh well, I guess we all have to learn one day or another.
School starts in 5 days, I'm not excited, I usually am, but this year I really don't want to go back, but I guess it's just another year closer to my Alaska.
Blurgh. I'm bored. Video time. Goodnight. Or day?
Friday, July 27, 2012
Everything.
Well, the reason for the title, first off, is it the song I am listening to at this very moment.
Lifehouse : Everything.
Best song I have heard in a long time.
Okay since I'm bored and need to get my mind off of things, I will just post whats on my mind as of right now.
Lately, like I said in my last post, I have been really upset, because of school starting in a couple days, and just because everything seems to not be going right. I guess it's just that time of my teenage years, I guess we all have to feel a little down every now and again, I just hate it though.
This. song. is. so. depressing. yet. so. lovely. I. can't. stop. listening. to. it.
I know this may seem like a boring post, not that any of my other ones have been extremely hilarious or "good", but I just need to get this out of my mind.
Blah, time to make another video.
11:04 pm. Goodnight.
Lifehouse : Everything.
Best song I have heard in a long time.
Okay since I'm bored and need to get my mind off of things, I will just post whats on my mind as of right now.
Lately, like I said in my last post, I have been really upset, because of school starting in a couple days, and just because everything seems to not be going right. I guess it's just that time of my teenage years, I guess we all have to feel a little down every now and again, I just hate it though.
This. song. is. so. depressing. yet. so. lovely. I. can't. stop. listening. to. it.
I know this may seem like a boring post, not that any of my other ones have been extremely hilarious or "good", but I just need to get this out of my mind.
Blah, time to make another video.
11:04 pm. Goodnight.
Thursday, July 26, 2012
Random.
Well, I haven't posted in the past 10 days.. Time goes by so SLOW when you're doing NOTHING. xD I should have posted earlier, but just kept forgetting and blowing it off everytime I did remember.
Okay, well I ran out of things to talk about in the "Intro" to myself, so from now on I will just post random stuff whenever I feel like it, after all, it is my blog. ;)
I've really been missing SeaWorld and Alaska a LOT lately, I wish life was easy enough to just hop on a plane and go to both places. :P
School starts in 2 weeks, and I'm nervous. I don't want to have to be a sophmore, it feels like a completely different world then being a freshman. Oh well, it's another year closer to Alaska and SeaWorld, so I can't complain. Hopefully these next three years fly by, like my freshman year did. I can't wait to get back to Alaska.
I've been feeling like a downer a lot lately, I think I feel this way every year before school starts, I over-react a lot on how it's going to end up.
Blahhh.
Okay, 1:11 am. Bedtime. Gute nacht? D: Buenes Noches! <3
Okay, well I ran out of things to talk about in the "Intro" to myself, so from now on I will just post random stuff whenever I feel like it, after all, it is my blog. ;)
I've really been missing SeaWorld and Alaska a LOT lately, I wish life was easy enough to just hop on a plane and go to both places. :P
School starts in 2 weeks, and I'm nervous. I don't want to have to be a sophmore, it feels like a completely different world then being a freshman. Oh well, it's another year closer to Alaska and SeaWorld, so I can't complain. Hopefully these next three years fly by, like my freshman year did. I can't wait to get back to Alaska.
I've been feeling like a downer a lot lately, I think I feel this way every year before school starts, I over-react a lot on how it's going to end up.
Blahhh.
Okay, 1:11 am. Bedtime. Gute nacht? D: Buenes Noches! <3
Monday, July 16, 2012
The Sites.
Dang I can't believe I forgot to post today. Well, it's kind of already tomorrow. It's late, don't expect me to make sense.
These are my sites ;
Youtube - littlewolflover
Facebook - SeaWorld San Diego Orcas
Flickr - uliseslover4
deviantART - uliseslover4
Tumblr - uliseslover4
G O O D N I G H T !
These are my sites ;
Youtube - littlewolflover
Facebook - SeaWorld San Diego Orcas
Flickr - uliseslover4
deviantART - uliseslover4
Tumblr - uliseslover4
G O O D N I G H T !
Sunday, July 15, 2012
The Orcas.
FAVORITE ONE BY FARRRRRRRR!
Okay, the title says it all, be prepared to read a lot! Here comes the stories!
So in my "intro" to myself, I just posted my top 5 orcas, but I feel it's right if I put my top ten! Why not? ;)
Top ten in order ;
Ulises
Shouka
Keet
Orkid
Kyuquot
Keto
Tilikum
Inouk
Morgan
Malia
I will just talk about my top 5, but there are my top ten!
Ulises -
Ulises is my favorite because he is the first orca I could ever recognize. Before I actually put "effort" into studying orcas, Ulises was one that stuck out by the pictures I had seen, and I knew he was definitely going to be an orca I would never forget. I did so much research on Ulises and literally fell head over heels for this orca. I went many months with wanting to go to SeaWorld to see him, and actually get to meet him in person and not behind a computer screen, and that finally happened on March 12th, 2012, and that was the best day of my life. I can't begin to imagine my life without Ulises. He is my entire life and my whole future revolves around him. Sometimes it sounds a little ridiculous to talk about an orca this way, but I don't care, he is my world. I love him with my entire heart and always, always will.
Shouka -
The reason Shouka is my second favorite orca, and first favorite girl, is because she was the first orca I ever got to see. She was seriously the most beautiful thing I had ever seen in my entire life. I honestly can say I didn't know if I was dreaming or not, it sounds strange, but the truth is revealed. I didn't know much about orcas before I saw Shouka, so I obviously didn't know much about Shouka, but I knew that she was a real grumpy and mean orca when she wanted to be, and didn't really ever cooperate with her trainers, but the first orca show I had ever seen, she did perfectly. I couldn't have asked for her to do it better. She is seriously perfection in my eyes. I can't even begin to explain how much she means to me, she made me realize my love for orcas, and she made me realize I want to be an orca trainer. I love her, so much, she is my lifesaver.
Keet -
You know, I don't think there is a real reason behind my love for Keet, but he is so adorable! I love his personality so much, and just how lazy and cool he is. I love how he loves his daughter so much after many years of not seeing her, and I love how he loves all the orcas, even though he is a lower ranking dominance. He is my ladies man, and he is also a big part of my heart, he is one of the cutest bulls I have ever seen and will always have my heart!
Orkid -
Oh man, this one has a story behind it! The reason Orkid is my fourth favorite is because she made my dream come true, no literally, I'm not kidding! I actually got to go down to the glass at Shamu Stadium and meet Orkid upclose and give her signals. She is a beautiful orca who I have always liked, but now that I have actually seen her in person and got to do the interaction with her, I have gained a lot more love and respect for her. She is so powerful and such a smart orca, I can't even begin the explain how amazing she does her behaviors. I love her so much, and I always will, and I will never forget the memory she has left with me forever.
Kyuquot -
The reason Kyuquot is my fifth is because he is just SOOOO amazingly beautiful! I have never personally met Kyuquot, but hopefully I will get to one day, he is so beautiful. He is amazing at his behaviors, and he is such a sweet orca despite some of his past. He is huge which amazes me that he can do some of the behaviors he can do. I love him a lot and hopefully will get to meet him someday!
Well, sleeping now, sounds good, goodnight.
Okay, the title says it all, be prepared to read a lot! Here comes the stories!
So in my "intro" to myself, I just posted my top 5 orcas, but I feel it's right if I put my top ten! Why not? ;)
Top ten in order ;
Ulises
Shouka
Keet
Orkid
Kyuquot
Keto
Tilikum
Inouk
Morgan
Malia
I will just talk about my top 5, but there are my top ten!
Ulises -
Ulises is my favorite because he is the first orca I could ever recognize. Before I actually put "effort" into studying orcas, Ulises was one that stuck out by the pictures I had seen, and I knew he was definitely going to be an orca I would never forget. I did so much research on Ulises and literally fell head over heels for this orca. I went many months with wanting to go to SeaWorld to see him, and actually get to meet him in person and not behind a computer screen, and that finally happened on March 12th, 2012, and that was the best day of my life. I can't begin to imagine my life without Ulises. He is my entire life and my whole future revolves around him. Sometimes it sounds a little ridiculous to talk about an orca this way, but I don't care, he is my world. I love him with my entire heart and always, always will.
Shouka -
The reason Shouka is my second favorite orca, and first favorite girl, is because she was the first orca I ever got to see. She was seriously the most beautiful thing I had ever seen in my entire life. I honestly can say I didn't know if I was dreaming or not, it sounds strange, but the truth is revealed. I didn't know much about orcas before I saw Shouka, so I obviously didn't know much about Shouka, but I knew that she was a real grumpy and mean orca when she wanted to be, and didn't really ever cooperate with her trainers, but the first orca show I had ever seen, she did perfectly. I couldn't have asked for her to do it better. She is seriously perfection in my eyes. I can't even begin to explain how much she means to me, she made me realize my love for orcas, and she made me realize I want to be an orca trainer. I love her, so much, she is my lifesaver.
Keet -
You know, I don't think there is a real reason behind my love for Keet, but he is so adorable! I love his personality so much, and just how lazy and cool he is. I love how he loves his daughter so much after many years of not seeing her, and I love how he loves all the orcas, even though he is a lower ranking dominance. He is my ladies man, and he is also a big part of my heart, he is one of the cutest bulls I have ever seen and will always have my heart!
Orkid -
Oh man, this one has a story behind it! The reason Orkid is my fourth favorite is because she made my dream come true, no literally, I'm not kidding! I actually got to go down to the glass at Shamu Stadium and meet Orkid upclose and give her signals. She is a beautiful orca who I have always liked, but now that I have actually seen her in person and got to do the interaction with her, I have gained a lot more love and respect for her. She is so powerful and such a smart orca, I can't even begin the explain how amazing she does her behaviors. I love her so much, and I always will, and I will never forget the memory she has left with me forever.
Kyuquot -
The reason Kyuquot is my fifth is because he is just SOOOO amazingly beautiful! I have never personally met Kyuquot, but hopefully I will get to one day, he is so beautiful. He is amazing at his behaviors, and he is such a sweet orca despite some of his past. He is huge which amazes me that he can do some of the behaviors he can do. I love him a lot and hopefully will get to meet him someday!
Well, sleeping now, sounds good, goodnight.
The Friends.
Well, I didn't realize I would be gone for five days, so I will be doing two blogs tonight. Wooooooh!
This first one will be about my many friends.
I have had one best friend, who if you have read my previous posts, you know is Cassidy. She has been my best friend for nearly 11 years, it's hard to believe, but it's true. Her and I do everything together, we want to go to college together, and also work together, and be in the same town, yada yada yada. She is my world.
But since I have moved away from my old place, where Cassidy remains, I have gained a new friend, and her name is Hailey. Her and I have so much in common. She is also my best friend and I love her to death and honestly don't know what I'd do without her.
But there are many friends I do know in real life, if you will, meaning that I have actually met them, but then there are those who I haven't met, but they are my life. I have many, and I will list them.
Stacey
Danni
Alex
Megan
Line
Maritza
Travis
Matthew
And all these people are people I haven't personally met but I truly hope to someday, soon! I love them all so much, and I don't know where I'd be without any of them. They are my life!
Well enough of my friends, I love them, okay, you get the point. Onwardddddd.
This first one will be about my many friends.
I have had one best friend, who if you have read my previous posts, you know is Cassidy. She has been my best friend for nearly 11 years, it's hard to believe, but it's true. Her and I do everything together, we want to go to college together, and also work together, and be in the same town, yada yada yada. She is my world.
But since I have moved away from my old place, where Cassidy remains, I have gained a new friend, and her name is Hailey. Her and I have so much in common. She is also my best friend and I love her to death and honestly don't know what I'd do without her.
But there are many friends I do know in real life, if you will, meaning that I have actually met them, but then there are those who I haven't met, but they are my life. I have many, and I will list them.
Stacey
Danni
Alex
Megan
Line
Maritza
Travis
Matthew
And all these people are people I haven't personally met but I truly hope to someday, soon! I love them all so much, and I don't know where I'd be without any of them. They are my life!
Well enough of my friends, I love them, okay, you get the point. Onwardddddd.
Tuesday, July 10, 2012
The Place
Well, last post for today! Whoopy!
This one will be short and sweet. My favorite place: Seaworld.
Pretty self explanatory, I mean, I DO wanna work there when I get older, and it does happen to own the best thing in my life, cough, Ulises, cough.
So yes, my favorite place that I hope to soon return to. :)
Good day, or night, to everyone. ;) Happy four days!
This one will be short and sweet. My favorite place: Seaworld.
Pretty self explanatory, I mean, I DO wanna work there when I get older, and it does happen to own the best thing in my life, cough, Ulises, cough.
So yes, my favorite place that I hope to soon return to. :)
Good day, or night, to everyone. ;) Happy four days!
The Career
Well guys, this will probably be my favorite subject to post, as it is my hopeful future career, and that is an Orca Trainer at SeaWorld San Diego.
Obviously I LOVE orcas, and obviously I'd want to work with them. But I didn't always know I wanted to work with them, but I'll post the story now.
Like I said before in one of my recent posts (The Animals), I haven't always known about orcas, better yet the ones in captivity. I personally didn't know what SeaWorld was until about 4 years ago! Sad face!
But after learning a lot, I became very interested in them, but not enough to work with them, well at least like I do now, my best friend wanted to be an orca trainer there, and I wanted to be a photographer there, so I still wanted to work beside them, kind of. But when I saw Shouka, my whole perspective changed, and now I know what I want to do.
I'm going to work with Ulises, no matter what, I have my mind set, and it's pretty hard to change it.
There you have it, stay tuned for one more post, I think? Or 2!
Obviously I LOVE orcas, and obviously I'd want to work with them. But I didn't always know I wanted to work with them, but I'll post the story now.
Like I said before in one of my recent posts (The Animals), I haven't always known about orcas, better yet the ones in captivity. I personally didn't know what SeaWorld was until about 4 years ago! Sad face!
But after learning a lot, I became very interested in them, but not enough to work with them, well at least like I do now, my best friend wanted to be an orca trainer there, and I wanted to be a photographer there, so I still wanted to work beside them, kind of. But when I saw Shouka, my whole perspective changed, and now I know what I want to do.
I'm going to work with Ulises, no matter what, I have my mind set, and it's pretty hard to change it.
There you have it, stay tuned for one more post, I think? Or 2!
The Show
This is supposed to be for tomorrow, but since I'm not gonna be here, I'll just post it now instead of later. I have to much time on my hands.
Well guys, this kinda intertwines with my last post, because it's my favorite show, and that is: Alaska State Troopers!
Well, it's kind of obvious why I love this show so much. It's practically my life. I'm actually watching it right as I type this, they're talking about bears, the name of this episode is "Grizzly Showdown", just thought I should let you know. ;)
Well, I love watching this show, the scenery is beautiful, and it's just more for me to love about Alaska.
If I didn't want to have the career I wanted (next post) then I would SO be an Alaska State Trooper. They are like my serious heroes.
When I was in Juneau, there was a "State Trooper" sign on the side of the road, I thought I was gonna die! Best sign I have ever seen save SeaWorld's sign!
Howie Peterson, you're my hero.♥ (Favorite Alaska State Trooper)
Jon Simeon, you're amazing.♥ (Favorite Alaska Wildlife Trooper)
Okay, enough, I'm getting to where I will explain the whole show. x)
Check in the next post!
Well guys, this kinda intertwines with my last post, because it's my favorite show, and that is: Alaska State Troopers!
Well, it's kind of obvious why I love this show so much. It's practically my life. I'm actually watching it right as I type this, they're talking about bears, the name of this episode is "Grizzly Showdown", just thought I should let you know. ;)
Well, I love watching this show, the scenery is beautiful, and it's just more for me to love about Alaska.
If I didn't want to have the career I wanted (next post) then I would SO be an Alaska State Trooper. They are like my serious heroes.
When I was in Juneau, there was a "State Trooper" sign on the side of the road, I thought I was gonna die! Best sign I have ever seen save SeaWorld's sign!
Howie Peterson, you're my hero.♥ (Favorite Alaska State Trooper)
Jon Simeon, you're amazing.♥ (Favorite Alaska Wildlife Trooper)
Okay, enough, I'm getting to where I will explain the whole show. x)
Check in the next post!
The State
Well, it's Tuesday, I'll be gone for the next 4 days, so I will just continue the 4 of them after this one, today, I said that weird, brains dead today, don't judge.
Well this post is about my favorite state, and that happens to be Alaska.
I have ALWAYS loved Alaska, I don't know why. My stepdad lived there when he was younger, and used to talk about it a lot, and I had watched a lot of programs on the television about it, and I seriously fell in love with it.
I had always wanted to go visit Alaska, but didn't know if I would until college, because I want to go to college up there, in Sitka. But earlier this year, I was offered to go on a cruise up to Alaska. I couldn't say no to that, and I stepped foot in Juneau, Alaska on June 5th, 2012, and it was the best thing that had ever happened to me. I know where my heart is, and that's Alaska. I can't wait to be back up there, soon.
Come on, 18! Hurry up already.
Blurgh.
More coming.
Well this post is about my favorite state, and that happens to be Alaska.
I have ALWAYS loved Alaska, I don't know why. My stepdad lived there when he was younger, and used to talk about it a lot, and I had watched a lot of programs on the television about it, and I seriously fell in love with it.
I had always wanted to go visit Alaska, but didn't know if I would until college, because I want to go to college up there, in Sitka. But earlier this year, I was offered to go on a cruise up to Alaska. I couldn't say no to that, and I stepped foot in Juneau, Alaska on June 5th, 2012, and it was the best thing that had ever happened to me. I know where my heart is, and that's Alaska. I can't wait to be back up there, soon.
Come on, 18! Hurry up already.
Blurgh.
More coming.
Monday, July 9, 2012
The Song
Monday, oh Monday, why are you here? Just kidding, I'm on break, I'm actually surprised I know what day it is.
Well today, it's my favorite song! Which at the moment is called: Giants by Now, Now Every Children.
My song favorite vary. I don't really have a particular group or genre that I like, I like just about anything but heavy metal, and rap, and some rock and roll rattles my chains, but otherwise I usually like just about everything however I am very picky on the song.
I have been interested in the band named "Hurts" lately, and I think they're beginning to grow on me. All their songs are so wonderful!
Okay enough of this.
Have a nice Monday! ;)
Well today, it's my favorite song! Which at the moment is called: Giants by Now, Now Every Children.
My song favorite vary. I don't really have a particular group or genre that I like, I like just about anything but heavy metal, and rap, and some rock and roll rattles my chains, but otherwise I usually like just about everything however I am very picky on the song.
I have been interested in the band named "Hurts" lately, and I think they're beginning to grow on me. All their songs are so wonderful!
Okay enough of this.
Have a nice Monday! ;)
Sunday, July 8, 2012
The Animals
Well today, I will be doing my favorite animals! This one is kind of a big deal, so it will be a little longer then my previous ones have been!
So, my two most favorite animals are orcas and wolves.
I started loving wolves when I was very, very young. They were always so beautiful to me. I always wanted wolf things, as a matter of fact, my room is decked out in nothing but wolf things! Basically everything I have has some sort of connection to wolves.
I started loving orcas not very long ago, maybe about 4 years ago, when my best friend had gotten an interest in them. I actually had never even knew about orcas or killer whales until about 4 years ago, which is sad because I could have been a lot farther then I am now. But after learning a lot about orcas, I still didn't have the interest in them that I had in wolves, but when I saw my first orca in person (Shouka), my mind was changed forever.
Now, both these beautiful creatures are my favorite animals. And both of them have had a huge impact on my life to where you couldn't even imagine, I can't even imagine it sometimes. I love them both so much.
#WolvesOfTheSea.
So, my two most favorite animals are orcas and wolves.
I started loving wolves when I was very, very young. They were always so beautiful to me. I always wanted wolf things, as a matter of fact, my room is decked out in nothing but wolf things! Basically everything I have has some sort of connection to wolves.
I started loving orcas not very long ago, maybe about 4 years ago, when my best friend had gotten an interest in them. I actually had never even knew about orcas or killer whales until about 4 years ago, which is sad because I could have been a lot farther then I am now. But after learning a lot about orcas, I still didn't have the interest in them that I had in wolves, but when I saw my first orca in person (Shouka), my mind was changed forever.
Now, both these beautiful creatures are my favorite animals. And both of them have had a huge impact on my life to where you couldn't even imagine, I can't even imagine it sometimes. I love them both so much.
#WolvesOfTheSea.
Saturday, July 7, 2012
The Color
Well, today I will be writing about my favorite color.
My favorite color is purple, and actually, there is a reason behind this:
I never knew what my favorite color was, and always thought it was green just because my mother's was green, but then I realized how much I love purple after I found out the color of my birthstone (amythest) is purple! And it kinda sunk in. Now basically everything I own is purple. Even the walls in my bedroom. Joy!
I always wondered why Americans don't spell color like colour... It just rattles my chains! I wish we did! Ah well, can't do much! ;)
Goodnight!
My favorite color is purple, and actually, there is a reason behind this:
I never knew what my favorite color was, and always thought it was green just because my mother's was green, but then I realized how much I love purple after I found out the color of my birthstone (amythest) is purple! And it kinda sunk in. Now basically everything I own is purple. Even the walls in my bedroom. Joy!
I always wondered why Americans don't spell color like colour... It just rattles my chains! I wish we did! Ah well, can't do much! ;)
Goodnight!
Friday, July 6, 2012
The Age/Birth Date.
Well, as I said earlier, I was most likely going to write another blog, but again, this one will be concise. Oh well though, leaves the fun ones for tomorrow!
Anyways, this one is my age and birthday, I thought they went together so here we go.
Age:15
Birthday: February 20th.
Self explanatory. ;)
Goodnight!
Anyways, this one is my age and birthday, I thought they went together so here we go.
Age:15
Birthday: February 20th.
Self explanatory. ;)
Goodnight!
The Name
Well, in my last post, I said I would be going over all the topics I listed, one every day and if I'm desperately bored, then probably 2, or none. We'll just see how the day goes.
Anyways, the topic for today is my name, nothing special, but here we go!
The name is Lexie, or my real name, Alexis, I guess Lexie is a nickname, but I don't really know any different from being called "Lexie" as I have been called it my entire life.
So, there we are! I might post another one today, as this one was very short, and to the point, concise! There's the word!
Hope you all are having a good day!
Anyways, the topic for today is my name, nothing special, but here we go!
The name is Lexie, or my real name, Alexis, I guess Lexie is a nickname, but I don't really know any different from being called "Lexie" as I have been called it my entire life.
So, there we are! I might post another one today, as this one was very short, and to the point, concise! There's the word!
Hope you all are having a good day!
Thursday, July 5, 2012
Introduction to Littlewolflover
Name: Lexie
Age: 15
Birthday: February 20th
Favorite Color: Purple
Favorite Animal: Orcas&Wolves
Favorite Song: Unspoken - Hurts
Favorite State: Alaska
Favorite Show: Alaska State Troopers
Future Occupation: SeaWorld Orca Trainer
Favorite Place: SeaWorld
Friends: Too many to count.
Favorite Orcas: Ulises, Shouka, Keet, Orkid, Kyuquot.
Youtube? Yes
Facebook? Yes
Twitter? No
Flickr? Yes
DeviantART? Yes.
Tumblr? Yes.
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Discussions on each topic will soon be held in different posts. More to come.
Age: 15
Birthday: February 20th
Favorite Color: Purple
Favorite Animal: Orcas&Wolves
Favorite Song: Unspoken - Hurts
Favorite State: Alaska
Favorite Show: Alaska State Troopers
Future Occupation: SeaWorld Orca Trainer
Favorite Place: SeaWorld
Friends: Too many to count.
Favorite Orcas: Ulises, Shouka, Keet, Orkid, Kyuquot.
Youtube? Yes
Facebook? Yes
Twitter? No
Flickr? Yes
DeviantART? Yes.
Tumblr? Yes.
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Discussions on each topic will soon be held in different posts. More to come.
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